Disconsolate *Crawford Collins*

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"First things first-" my alarm on my phone starts playing Iggy. I love Iggy so much. Whenever I'm having a bad day, I listen to her. I have been trying not to cut. I am 6 days clean. Whenever I feel like cutting, I think of Iggy smiling. And it makes me happy.

I turn off my alarm and get out of bed. I put on a tank top and slid my Victoria's Secret Fashion Show London 2014 pull over on over it. I grabbed a pair of leggings and put them on.

I put on my everyday makeup look. White eyeshadow, winged eyeliner, magenta lipstick, and mascara. I put my hair in a high ponytail.

Its 6:22. I still have time to get to the bus. Yes, I still ride the bus. I walk past my mom and grab my school bag.

"Bye Mom, love you," I say as I walk out. "Love you too!" she replied as I walked out the door.

Here's the thing about my mom; she is nice, but she ignores me. It makes me really mad. I'll try to start a conversation and she completely ignores me. It makes me really mad. The house could literally be on fire and she would ignore me. Sometimes I feel like she doesn't care about me and only cares about my older brother, Dylan.

I got to the bus stop just in time. The bus was really full today. I was going to sit in the back where I always sit, but then I noticed some cute boy was sitting there. I just sat next to him. I planned to ignore him, but he wanted to talk.

"Hello! What's your name?" he asked. "Indigo," I answered, blushing. "That's a cool name! I'm Crawford," he told me. "Thanks!" I said.

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