Disconsolate *Crawford Collins*

S E V E N

*After School*

I walked over to Iris' house. It wasn't far. I listened to music while I was walking. My favorite song came on. Change Your Life by Iggy.

When I got to her house I rang her doorbell. "Hi! Ready to start on the project?" She asked. "Yep!" I smiled. We went up to her room and started.

We got a lot done. We just have to add some things. We both agreed to just finish it tomorrow since tomorrow is Saturday.

(A/N: I started the book in the middle of the week so yeah)

"Are you going to Derek's big party tomorrow? I am," Asked Iris. I didn't want to sound lame, so I said yes. "We should get ready together!" She suggested. "Ok!" I said. What was I getting myself into. I know I'm going to regret this. I'm so stupid!

When I was walking home, the song Artpop by Lady Gaga came on. I sang to myself until I heard a voice behind me.

"You're a really good singer!" I turned around and Crawford was standing there. "Oh, um, thanks," I said, blushing. "So what are you doing?" He asked. "Going back home. I was working on a science project with this girl named Iris. We are going to Derek's party tomorr-" I stopped myself. Why do I do that?! I always blurt out things! He looked at me with his jaw dropped.

"You can not go to Derek's party. It's not going to end well and you know it," I looked away. Yes, I knew alright. "I know. I agreed to go because I didn't want to sound lame," I told him. "Would you go with me?" I said really fast. FUCK! Why do I keep doing this! I told myself I wouldn't let someone else in. "I mean, if you want to. You probably don't.." I kept going. I swear, my mouth never shuts up. "Of course I will. Let me see your phone," I gave him my phone and he put his number in. "Now, what time does the party start?" He questioned. "Iris said it starts at 8," I answered. "Ok, I'll be there," he said. We went our separate ways.

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Uh oh! What's going to happen?

GUYS DIGI TOUR WAS AMAZING DYLAN DAUZAT LOOKED AT ME. I STILL HAVE MY WRISTBAND ON AND IT WAS 5 DAYS AGO.