epilogue
JULIE'S POV
Weeks had passed, and as much as everyone wanted it, Luke couldn't be brought back. Everyone was heartbroken but we had all known Luke in different ways, so we grieved in different ways.
Alex felt alone. Luke was there for him, when nobody else was. Whether it was coming out, or those nights were he needed a place to stay, or just someone to vent to, Luke was there. Alex has a tough shell with a soft core. It took years for him to open up to Luke, he wasn't able to tell if anyone else could gain that trust again.
Reggie felt useless. Luke made Reggie feel like he was important, and needed in this world. Nobody had cared for Reggie, and when he met Luke that all changed. Reggie had a real friend. He's been through up's and down's and Luke had been there for him for every single one of them. Reggie found it hard to believe anyone else would make him feel like that ever again.
Carrie felt overwhelmed. She had never had a major loss in her life, and Luke was like her little brother. They've been best friends since they were young, and she felt like a part of her was missing. Carrie was an only child, so she spent all her time with Luke. They always talked about their plans for the future, and how they would stay close forever, and how they would follow their dreams. But now, Carrie had to pursue them by herself.
Nova felt distraught. She didn't know Luke well, but she had never seen her me so head over heels for a guy. She felt so deeply for her me. Nova swears that she could've been great friends with Luke, if she wasn't so sarcastic all the time, and actually took the time to get to know him, she could've really got along with him.
I was heartbroken. I understand there was nothing she could do, and nothing I did wrong, but I was hurt. I got attached to someone so quickly, got hurt. I had never felt for someone so intensely, and this affected me in ways no other relationship could've.
I find it crazy how what feels like yesterday, he was telling me how much he loved daises, and now here I am, lying them on his casket.
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AND THAT'S IT!
once again...please dont kill me:)
i find it crazy how i was able to write this entire book, all off of that ending line. thank you guys for reading, and i hope you guys enjoyed!
-jaylaaaaa
