I Need You | discontinued

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A U R O R A D E V I E N C E

"I hope you know Ace is like in love with you and not like oh she's hot as shit type of love but more like I wanna fuck her till she can't walk for a week while she ends up carrying my children type of of love" Caroline blurts out as she turns over to me while curling her hair. Wonder if I would be able to give him kids before i'm gone. Guess we'll never know.

The hell am I saying i'm gonna die without having my first kiss.

"Never say that again" I reply continuing to curl my lashes while I sit on the bed.

"It's true he was moaning your name while he was in the shower, I accidentally walked into his room thinking Jordan was there" She says smirking in the mirror so I could see her reflection.

"All of a sudden i'm deaf" I mumble standing up to pick out a dress.

"You can't deny it asshat you love him too and I can see it clear in your eyes. Every time he passes by it's clear to see the butterflies go crazy in you"

Okay maybe I love him but I can't actually love him, he needs someone to love him for all of eternity and I can't do that.

I wish I could though.

"I don't do relationships that's just ew no" I say shrugging my left shoulder.

"Unless it's with some 6'5, dark messy haired, tattoos everywhere, would kill someone for you as if he already didn't do it like 4 times, and his name just happens to be Ace Oscar Grey then I think a relationship would work just fine."

"Wait he's 6'5? What the hell i'm only 5'6 he's too tall" I said just now realizing the large height difference.

"That just makes it cuter cause you'll always be the smaller one." She says as someone knocks on the door.

Walking over to open it, revealed 4 guys all ready in suites...only missing the ties. "Where's Ace?" I questioned realizing he was missing.

"Figuring out how to do the tie but we gave up so help now." Zayn says as he holds out his tie for me.

"Why aren't you guys ready yet the limos coming in 30 minutes" Alec says looking down at his watch.

"We we're picking out dresses, anyways who needs the tie done it'll be quick" I said letting them into the room so we all weren't crowded by the door.

"Aurora just so you know before I forget Ace was talking about you to his mom over the phone" Blake says while a large grin plasters Caroline's face.

"Probably just checking in, nothing big" I say standing in front of him doing his tie.

"Yeah because the words love, I need her, and mine are definitely words he would say if she's just checking in" Alec says sarcastically earning a laugh from Jordan.

"I hate you all" I say trying to switch the subject not wanting to talk about Ace. I distanced myself for a reason, not to get hurt and not to get close. I can't let him get close.

"Notice how Ace isn't in the room and she says that, oh right because AURORA'S IN LOVE" Blake screams as everyone starts laughing.

"Shut up Mom and Dad are here" I say slapping his chest.

"Actually they all went to Washington for the week for some meetings so Blake, Caroline, Alec, and Zayn are staying over" Jordan said with a smile.

Well this weeks gonna be fun isn't it

After finishing doing all of their ties I went into the closet and wore a silk emerald green mini dress letting my curls go down my back. Looking at myself in the mirror seeing the small scars and bruises and the new stitches on my shoulder, I brought some of my hair back to the front to cover it all.