I Need You | discontinued

22 | consequences

A U R O R A D E V I E N C E

Shit.

After finally having my first kiss and the best day of my life, the one things i've learned was all good things have consequences. And seeing Jordan furious was one of them.

Before Ace could even place his hand on the door knob, a very angry Jordan swung it open as the rest of them watched this mess unfold silently from behind him. I already knew what was about to happen.

"You said you would bring her home by 10, it's fucking midnight" Jordan snarled at Ace. Now obviously Ace was bigger than Jordan and would be able to knock him out in an instant. I'm just praying fighting won't be necessary between them.

"There was heavy traffic because of the rain, ok? It's my fault I wanted to watch the sunset before we left" I throw in trying to soothe this fire before it burns up even more.

Jordan's eyes went between me and Ace several times before he moved to let us in. Mentally thanking god, I quickly but causally made my way back to my room and shut the door sliding down burying my face in my knees. I promised myself I would never let anyone especially a man get close to me. Ace has me trapped in his little game, if this was any other game I wouldn't mind but what he doesn't know is that the game has a timer who's time is slowly fading away.

As much as I love him... no cant just throw the l word like that. As much as I like him, I cant bring myself to be with him. I won't have the time.

"Aurora, it's Jordan can we talk for a sec" I heard his muffled voice from behind the door. Quickly wiping my tears off and straightening myself I opened the door to let him in and closed it leaning my back against it.

"Make it quick I hate where this is going" I mutter trying to keep my voice from sounding weak.

"You need to stop hanging out with Ace."

My heart sank to the bottom of my feet at the thought of never feeling his warm arms around me ever again.

"Aurora you know it already hurts knowing you have very little time left, god knows how you're gonna tell Caroline but Ace... he likes you a lot. And don't get me wrong I love seeing you happy but imagine if Caroline was you. Do you understand how much it would hurt me if I knew she would leave after everything we've done. I don't want Ace to have to go through that. As your brother no shit it's gonna hurt me and Care being your best friend it's gonna hurt her like a bitch. I don't want it to hurt more people than it already should."

The worst part about this was that Jordan's right. I'm not here for much longer and he can't love me forever like he wishes.

"Why can't I just be happy for how long I have left? Ace can move on, pull any girl in the world Jordan. Just let me have this one please just let me feel something for the time left. He'll be okay, I know he will."

He looked at me with a sigh before sitting down on the bed. "What exactly happened tonight? Cause I know damn well if this was any other man you would block him instantly."

A cheeky smile grew on my lips at the thought if the events that occurred in the hours prior. "He took me out to a sunflower field and we had a picnic and I broke his nose because he tried to chase me and oh we kissed and then blasted one direction and had a blast screaming the lyrics together" I quickly let all the worlds slip off my tongue before he realizes I said we kissed.

"You had your first kiss with him?" Shit i'm screwed.

"Aurora I told you not to get attached cause yeah maybe it won't hurt Ace but don't you fucking understand it's gonna hurt you even more?"