𝕿𝖊𝖗𝖗𝖆 𝕱𝖎𝖗𝖒𝖆 {𝖐.𝖇𝖆𝖐𝖚𝖌𝖔}

~not the same~

A/N: This will be a heavy chapter. It will contain a Text Story, and a TRIGGER WARNING: MENTIONS OF SELF HARM, DRUG ABUSE, SELF HATE.

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Elektra was changed that day, in multiple ways, and when she and her family returned to school, everyone noticed that the shift. They all saw as a sad Elektra left, and they hoped that their smiling happy ball of light would return but another girl came back in her place..
The girl that came back was broken, scraped and bruised, her wings no longer in use because she didn't want them too. It was said that her father stomped her back, catching both her wings....But her parents know she could've healed those injuries, but she didn't.
No, Elektra Heart used her broken heart and Broken Wings as fuel...
Buckle up, it's about to get dark... 

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SHINSO POV 

For the last week my mate has been walking around like a zombie. 
She doesn't look like herself, she's no longer creating crazy eye looks or smiling and waving as she walks down the halls and U.A seems gloomy without her smile, her light. Everyone has heard about the racist events that have happened in the class 1-A hero course, and some try to approach her and offer kind words, and she gives them a forced smile, the light never reach her eyes. Its like... 
She's dead inside. 
The lights are out and no one's home.
Mina and I have been staying in her room lately because after the first night of being back, she grabbed a pair sewing needles and tried to stab herself with them. We had to wrestle with her to get the needles and scissors out her arms, and she didn't even cry, just let out broken sounds as we held her, rocking back and forth.
I was worried this would happen.
She had made a promise that she wouldn't bury, plant herself so deeply into someone that she didn't know who she was without them. She promised she would keep her identity even when she was in a relationship and for a while, I thought she had but if this... if his betrayal did this... then I guess she was fooling us the while time and now as I watch her eyes flicker over those who pass by as if she didn't know where she was, not touching the food, I wanted to kill Katsuki Bakugo.
And as we walked home, I couldn't help but pick her up and hold her close to my body bridal style, her wings not even tucking in but drapping over my arm, her body so small and fragile and cold. She looked up at me and blinked a few times, and Mina shouts me a concerned look. As we're walking down the street to the dorms she her eyes immeditely goes to the blonde silently walking, his head hanging and he looks up as if he feels her eyes and they lock on each other, and for the first time in a week her face shows some emotion.... 
Pain.
Anger...
Rage...
He starts coming our way but she jumps outta my arms and storms toward the Dorms.
After that she locked us out of her room....

A WEEK LATER 

ELEKTRA POV 

I'm ugly.
I'm disgusting
I'm nothing.... 

I broke all the mirrors in my room. 
I had too, I couldn't stand the sight of myself.
My mental health has deteriorated and my wealth of love had gone dry as no tears were shed from my eyes. I hear a soft knock at the door and ignore the pleading voices.
Elektra come eat
Elektra come speak
Elektra come be with us
Elektra baby, let me in
I am here if you need child 
Elektra would u like to wield my sword...
When they can't reach me that way they blow up my phone,
Hey kid, just checking in .... I know it hurts like hell baby bird and I wish there was more I can Do. But think of about this.. you have ur provisional hero liscense exams coming up, and then work study and you and Tokoyami can work with me again....
I'm trying kid, just don't let him win by being sad...
Hey Hybrid long Time no speak 😗.... Listen I heard about what she did, shit I was there... I... I'm hurting to so instead of hiding in your room how about we hurt together....Trixie said she'd make ur favorite food... Kimbo and Tony said we can all hang out... Just come out ur room... The world isn't going to hurt you, you can't let all the abusive assholes win... U can't let the racist win either...just come back to the world of the living - James
I ignore it all as I close my eyes and fall into a deep, dreamless sleep.