𝕿𝖊𝖗𝖗𝖆 𝕱𝖎𝖗𝖒𝖆 {𝖐.𝖇𝖆𝖐𝖚𝖌𝖔}

I fucked up

SPECIAL CHAPTER!!!!! Okay coco puffs, get ready to feel the emotion, it's happening...

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DEKU POV

"Meet me at ground beta." Kacchan says as he passes me, and Shoto and I lock eyes, communicating silently in the way to people who not only get each other but who are also soulmates do, and his eyes asks me what's all that about. I shrug my shoulders and look over to one of my best friends, her wild red curly hair long and big, hearing the silent joy in her voice but also seeing the pain and stiffness that laces her movements. My eyes return to Shoto and his mix match eyes say it all.
Its because of her.

KATSUKI POV

I was a mess.
Sure on the outside I was passive, showing little to no emotions, but on the inside I was an emotional wreck.
None of this shit makes sense, its like everything is slipping from my control and I can't get it back. I was so sure of everything in my life, shit I was the best of the best, but coming to U.A, facing IcyHot and Elektra and watching that damn Deku... It's like I wasn't the best anymore. And I made sure I improved myself everyday, working out, training, making sure I was in top shape and my my quirk was at it's best. I was making my girlfriend happy and the way she took down all my defense, she was the only good thing in my life. She made me so fucking happy, there were no words to describe what she made me feel, what she did for me. I could talk to her about almost anything, her mind was spectacular and amazing, she encouraged me, hyped me up, shit she was my fucking cheerleader. She... Saw something in me that most people didn't see.
She made me feel like I was the best and greatest person in the whole fucking world, that we could take this world by fucking storm.
I felt off without her, I needed her badly.
I needed her like lungs need air to breath, needed her like I needed to sweat in order to create explosions.
And now... failing the provisional license exams, having that damn Deku beat me....
The universe was fucking laughing at me. But there was one person, one person I would always be better then... one person... one...friend that I would always come back like a fucking bug.
"Kacchan what do you need."
"I've been thinking about it all this time. You got your power from All Might didn't you."
"Kacchan I thought you wanted to-"
"SHUT UP IM SPEAKING YOU SHITTY NERD!" I scream, refusing to face him fully.
"Kacchan I don't know what's gotten into you but-"
"Has she... Has she said anything to you."I ask softly, that part of me needing to know.
"Kacchan....I can't tell you that."
"Tch, I thought you were my friend dumbass." I growl out.
"Ye-yeah I am but....I'm hers to."
Shit teddy bear I can't fucking escape you.
These feelings rising inside of me, the angry and agony of not having you with me... Of hanging with this shitty extra...
"What do they see in you."
"Who?"
"All Might and Elektra? They see something in you that... they chose you over me. The amount of times she's looked at you and saw something, the private training, the closeness you two have. She practically tells you and IcyHot everything!"
"Kacchan-"
"You were part of the reason... Part of the reason I lost her..."
"Come on Kacchan you know-"
"Fight me. Right here and now." I growl out, wanting to know what the fuck he had that I didn't have.
I wanted to fight him, not that weakling Mindfucker or that IcyHot bastard....I wanted to fight him, who took both my mentor and my girl away from me.