BADDIE \ Z.M

16.

Friday 11.16

When i woke up i was alone in the bed but i heard someone in the kitchen soo i guess that's Zayn. I put on a pair of sweatpants and took my phne from the bed then i went to the kitchen.

When i came in i saw Zayn standing and making something that i couldn't see due his back facing me. I sat down at the table and started to text Amanda

" Heey"

" Helloo"

" What's up??"

" Nothing much you? wait i'll call you insted"

RIIIIIING RIIIING RIIIII-

Helloooo. i said and giggled a little at Zayn that got scared of the sudden noise

Hii soo i was wondering if you wanted a ride to the studio cause we were suppose to practice today.

Wait today?! ehm i think i can when will you be here?

In 15 minutes wait shouldn't you be in school?

well since everyone hates me now i think i'll pass, btw shouldn't you be in school?

No i take online classes, i hated everyone in my class so i decided to get my one flat move here and take online classes.
oh cool well i'll send the adress see yaa
Yeah suree see yaa in a minute
byeeeeeee babeee
Byee bebooo

end of the call

" Who was that"

" oh just a friend"

" Where are you going and how old and gender is this friend of yours?"

" Do you haft to know everything?" I didn't wait for him to answer i just walked inte our room and changed into my leggings and and a sportsbra then a tanktop. I walked inte the kitchen and took out a water bottle from the fridge and then Amanda texted that she was there i put my hair up in a bun and then i was out the door i said a bye to Zayn but he didn't answer wow someone must have woke up on thw wrong side. As came down i saw a car and in it was Amanda i got in the car and we drove away.

At the dance studio

When we got there Sasha waited for us outside the studio it was the same one that we came and did auditions in. We came up to her and hugged her and then we started to dance Sasha had a really cool choregraphy and we all liked it soo that's the one we were going to perform at some club in Bradford. When we all was done we all decided to go to some place to eat.

We walked into a place that looked nice. I orderd a grilled chicken fries and a sallad and sauce. Both Sasha and Amanda took a chickenburger. We all had a great time but i still miss Taleah. I mean Amanda and Sasha are really nice and my type of friends but i just feel like mine and Taleah's friendship was stronger and somehow better i just miss her. As it got later we all decided to go home Amanda gave me a ride home and when i walked up the steps i got this weird feeling like something bad was going to happend. When i came into the flat i heard moans from the livingroom and as i walked in i immediately regret as i saw the scene infront of me some whore was laying under Zayn as he thrusted into her. I didn't know what to do but i let out a sob and that got their attention and Zayn looked at me guilty and the girl with a scowl on her face. I turned around quickly and started to pack my suitcase and i did it in less then 10 minutes i guess theslut left cause i heard yelling then a slam on the door as i walked to the door i Zayn held my arm hard.

" Let me go Zayn!"

" No i can't let you go please she was a mistake"

" Soo was our relationship" and with that he let my arm go and i walked out, i didn't know where to go. I couldn't go to Niall or Taleah. Amanda and i haven't known eachother for that long and i don't want anyone to know about this. I didn't have any choise than to go home and now i mean my real home. I could see the house i used to live in and before i know it i'm standing and knocking on the door. When the door opends i'm pulled in roughly and i know that i just made the biggest mistake ever. I looked up at my father and i can already see that he's drunk.

" Soo you decided to come home now you little slut, the street didn't pay you enough huh?" i didn't answer him knowing that i would get beat

" You can't speak well you don't need to speak when i'm done with you"

Monday

Zayn have called me like a 100 times and i've been getting beat everyday and i'm just back to normal i want to stay home but i know i can't . No make up in the room would be able to cover all my bruises up so i decide to just go in my leggings and a oversized shirt and why does it matter if someone sees my bruises everyone knows about my dad and all now.

I hurry to school and i walk to the changing room and change on the toilet. Shit we haft to wear shorts and tanktop. I loked into the mirror my legs had bruises all over and my arms to my face only had a black eye. As i walked into P.E
everyone started to whisper and pointing at me i hurried and sat down i looked up and saw Zayn looking at my legs i just looked down again and waited for coach to come. When he came he looked at me and said loud and clear soo everyone could hear.

" Miss Ivy another fight? ha you gonna look like the smurfs when you graduate or if" I could feel a tear slide down my face when the class laughed at what he just said i didn't say anything and just looked up at the coach. I couldn't handle this anymore and i just walked out of there and changed again and then went to the libary waiting for the next lesson

I made my way to art class and when i got there the teacher told me i was late and i just sat down at a empty bench in the back. As i sat down i looked up at Zayn and when he turned to look i turned around and looked down. I hated how everyone was looking at me and i raised my hand even tho it hurt like hell

" Yes Ms.Ivy?'

" I don't feel well can i uhm goo to the school nurse?"

" okey here is your pass, and remember violence doesn't solve any problems" I walked up and i know that i walked weird but i tried my hardest to walk normal. When i got put of there i got a message from Zayn saying we need to talk i only texted back a "no we don't" then i made my way to the bathroom and cried until the bell rang.