BADDIE \ Z.M

21.

I woke up on something hard and i looked down and saw alot tattos and my head was moving up and down.. yep i fell asleep on Zayn. I slowly sat up in the bed and turned on my phone. BEEP BEEP BEEP omg how many times have my dad tried to call and text me. I didn't even look at them i just deleted all of our conversations and then blocked him. I slowly got up and went inside I took of my Clothes  but When i took of my underwear i saw a red spot oh no. FUCKING MOTHER NATURE I HATE YOU SOMETIMES. I just sighed and got into the shower and started to wash my self with my cocunut body wash then washed my hair with my vanilla shampoo and conditioner. I put my hair up in a bun then i dried my self with a towel then i put a tampon in and then some panties and wrapped my towel around me and went out. When i opend the door i walked to our room and when i opend the door i was met by someones tattoed cheast and i looked up just a little and was met by Zayn's sleepy face.

" Good morning" He said with the worlds sexiest morning voice omg

" Morning" I said while looking down, he made me look at him by bringing my head up again with his fingers. He leaned in and pressed his lips against mine. The kiss was gentle and sweet. I held the towel closed to my body as we kissed and soon where making out. He started to tug at my towel but i had to stop him before we went to far.

" Mhm i or i mean we can't" He groaned and looked at me annoyed

" But you sa-"

" I know i know but i'm on my period plus since Taleah is living here now we haft to tone down on all this PDA a little remember she's still sad over the whole Harry thing"

" Oh.. hehe soo ehm i might have told Harry that Taleah is living with us.." He said scratching his back and looking everywhere but me.

" YOU DID WHAT?!" I said

" Well ehm he kind of asked and i said that i didn't know and then he started to cry and i've never seen him cry soo ehm i told him.."

" Omg she's gonna kill us, but i guess it's kind of good the baby needs a father and i can see that Taleah misses him soo we'll try to get them togheter"

" Okay and one thing! Harry sent me the picture that isn't even him look this guy has no tattos on the arms and he lookes shorter"

" That's actually true how can Taleah be so dumb she can't see that okay i need to go talk to her" I give him a quick peck on the lips and then i walk into our room and put on a pair of jeans and some random shirt. I walk into the livingroom where Taleah is watching Spongebob looking like shit. I take out Zayn's phone from my back pocket and sit down beside her.

" Hi"

" Hi"

" Soo ehm Zayn kind of told Harry where you are.."

" HE DID WHAT?!"

" WAIT.. Harry didn't cheat look here, do you se any tattos on his arms and look at the hair the hair it shorter and this guy lookes shorter then Harry" She looked at the picture and she gasped then said.'

" Omg i'm such a idot omg he probably hates me now"

" No i don't" We heard behind us we turned around and Taleah gasped the ran into Harry's arms and they looked soo cute they hugged really tight just a little space between then due Taleah's litte bump that has gotten bigger" Harry kneeled down and kissed her little bump and he whispered

" Daddy's here now baby i'm not going anywhere" I let a tear slip the same time as Taleah's tears started to fall. He got up and then kissed her on the lips and Taleah just repeated sorry before Harry shushed her and then my dumd ass boyfriend comes in and ruins it all by eating a banana and singing along to a song playing with his headphones in. They both pull away and turn to look at him and he just say "what" and i roll my eyes before we all starts to laugh at Zayn. He looks at us like we're crazy or something before shaking his head and walking out. Harry and Taleah pack her things and say bye then their out the door. I sigh and walk to the kitchen and look at the time wow it's 1.15. well no idea to make breakfast i start with some lunch. I put some chicken breasts in the oven and starts to make som sauce to it when my stomach starts to cramp and hold my hand over my belly and let out a moan of pain. I strong arms wrap around me and one hand rising my shirt up and rubbing my belly. It may sound weird but it felt better. I turned around and gave Zayn a kiss and a quick thank you before he got me some painkillers and some water. I took the pills and then went back to cooking while Zayn stayed with me and helped me with some of it. We sat down and ate the food then i told him that we had to go to the grocery store casue we are running out of food. I checked my bank account and wow i actually had some money for the first time ever. I guess Sasha filled it with the dance money. Well we had a big show and we got some money soo that's good but i'm thinking about getting a job but Zayn don't want me to since i'm in "danger". We put our jacket and shoes on then walked hand in hand to the elevator. Once we got in there we where met by an old Lady with a scowl on her face when she saw us come in. She didn't look at Zayn but at me with pure hate. I don't know what i've done to her i've never talked or even seen her here. We went down in silence before she decided to open her big mouth and say " Monkeys should stay in the jungle and stay away from us humans your realationship is disgusting how can you go so low and date a black girl she might have a disease" Both me and Zayn looked shocked at what she just said and Zayn was just about to open his mouth but i just rubbed his arm and whisperd calm down in his ear and that it doesn't matter even tho what she said hurt i didn't want anymore drama in my life.

"You better apologize to her. She's my queen and i love her and people like you make me sick. Do you know something i'm actually gonna marry her someday and by then i hope people like you don't even exist or have died out." The lady said a quick sorry and she walked out as fast as she could. When we walked out from the elevator i stopped Zayn.

" Thank you. Love you"

" Love you too babe" I leaned in and gave him a soft kiss and then we walked to the car. Once we got there i got out of the car and got a shopping cart and then me and Zayn started to get the things we needed.

When we had payed for it all i put the things in some plastic bags and then i took one and Zayn the other two. We put everything in the car and then we drove away. We didn't drive home Zayn drove me to some scary area.

" What are we doing here?"

" I got some buisness to take care of don't go out no matter what don't you ever go out of this car and you haft to do whatever i say don't question it got it?"

" Yeah i got it" Zayn gave me a peck on the lips then he got his gun and went to a guy standing a little further away. I sat there in the car my eyes on the guy and Zayn. Zayn gave the guy something in a plastic bag and i guess that the guy gave him money but before i know it Zayn takes out his gun and shot him. I gasp and look away and a tear slip from my eye's he's a monster. When he enter the car he takes my hand but i take it away and just look out the window i can hear him sigh then he just drives away and makes a phone call.When we get home i walk up the stairs then waites for Zayn to unlock the door then i walk in. I don't feel hungry anymore i just want to sleep and be as far away from Zayn as possible right now. I took out my mom's favorite shirt it was an really cute oversized knited sweatshirt thing and walked to our bedroom and just laid down on the bed and just let the tears run down.
What have I got my self into...