BADDIE \ Z.M

17.

When the Bell rang i knew that people would come in here soo i decided to go and find some other place to sit, when i came to a part of the School i've never been at i see a Guy sell cigarettes to another Guy in a corner i know that i have about 4 pounds on me so i walked up to him and asked for a pack he wanted 5 pounds for them but i told him that i Only had 4 he sighed then Said "i'll let you have them for 4 if you'll help me make someone jealous and here take this lighter to i know that you don't have one on you i can recognize a smoker from a mile away and your defently not" i really wanted them even tho i never tried them before but why not.
"What do you want me to do?"
" you'll cling on me and we'll be all over eachother in the cafeteria and if you fuck it up i would like to have my money got it?" I nodded
" I don't want to walk around with a girl that dresses like that i've seen you in your other clothes dress like that, here is a paper with my number text me later and we'll plan everything"
" what's even your name?"
"Chris"
"Chris what?!"
"Brown... Chris Brown" and with that he walked away i decided to just skip the last period and walk home.

NEXT DAY
I woke up early so i could get ready for today, i took out my weave from the headwrap and just ran my fingers trough And no I didn't get it just for some fags. Got some time to think and i can't sit around and feel miserable beacause of Zayn i want him to feel the pain i felt when he cheated i want to make him feel jealous so i decided to change just a little to make him wish he didn't loose me so I'm gonna dress all bad ass or more swagish haha is that even a Word? Okey so since my bruises on my Arm is only on my upper arm and thanks to my skin and to make up i can cover them up and since i got the black eye the day i came back it's just a more yellow color right now so that Will be easy to cover up.
I choose my out fit and i realised that i need to put my hair up in the headwrap again since i STINK and need to take a shower. I got in the shower and start to wash my body and shave where i need to, when i came out i put on my black lace underwear and then my clothes. I put in my big gold earrings and my chain neckles and brush my weave then a beanie on my head but not before i made my make up, i looked at my lipstick and decided to wear my red one as always . When I was Done i looked at the time and i knew that i was late just like we planned i got a text that Said that Chris was here and i knew that my dad was still sleeping so i could go down. I put on my Timberlands that i got for my last birthday with my mom in life the. I put the cigarettes in my pocket and went without my jacket since it was hot outside, when i sat down in his car and i saw that we both had matching shoes and the same taste in clothes.
"shit you look really hot if it wasn't for Tasha i would take you out"
"Haha let's stick to the plan i tried two of them so i wont cough when we smoke in public"
"Good we are here now remember the plan?"
"Yes let's go" we walked out and he Held me against him and we walked in an since we missad the first class everyone was in the hall and they starred at us before we told them to fuck off. Chris followed me too my locker and when i saw Zayn coming my way i told him to kiss me and we kissed really roughly and he had his hand on my bum and i could se Zayn in the corner of my eyes look really mad and ready to attack Chris before Harry and Liam took him away from there.I pulled away and smirked then i had to go to art Class but Chris wanted to go for a smoke so i joined him. I pulled out 1 Fag and asked Chris to light it. I took one drag and i didn't cough but they still taste bad. But after a while i got used to them. we finish them in about 10 minutes and then we want to our Class. Chris went to class with me and when i came in everyone starred before i Said "What yaa starring at stop before I beat your ass"
"Ms.Ivy would you like to share why your late?" She said giving me the most bitchy look ever
"No I don't" I said witch a bit of attitude in it
"Just sit next to Mr.Malik" I just glared at her and sat down next to him and as far away as I could from him
I just sat there looking bored as hell when I felt someone's hand on my thigh and I looked up at Zayn and saw that he had a smirk on his lips as his hand went further up my breath got really uneven and heavy when he was close to my privat parts he jus squeezed the last part of my thigh and then he let go of it and just sat there with a cocky smile. I just wanted to hit him right now but I'm more angry at my self that I let him do that to me that means than he still have an affect on me and it scares and sickens me but a little part of me like it and wish that he went further. as the bell went I hurried out but not before I felt someone squeeze my bum and I knew who it was but i just hurried to Math class.
LUNCH. TIME
I waited for Chris to come to my locker so that we could eat together. I heard someone clear their throat and I turned around and saw Chris I just linked or hands and started to walk to The cafeteria. When we entered the cafeteria I could se both Taleah and Niall glaring at me and i'm gonna be honest it really hurt but i keept my brave face. I looked the other way and I saw Zayn looking at me and Chris with an jealous look.
"Look at the left right now there is the girl i want to make jealous" I looked at the left and saw a girl with red weave and I think she's mixed she looks like she is. She had a little lighter skin then I and she looked at me with pure hate. Chris kissed my neck one time before we sat down but he left again to get us some food. I looked down at my phone and went trough my Instagram. No one at this school follow me but I still have about 700 followers half of them is my friends and people from my old school in Usa. I don't know the other half it's either fake accounts random people or fan pages.
Chris comes with some Mac & cheese and fries and some kind of "chicken". I took the fries and chicken cause it looked the best. This school have really good food. We don't have any lunch ladies we get food from a big food factory not so far away from here but the food isn't bad it's okey it depends on which food their making for the day. I started to dig in and then Chris have me the "look" and i knew what to do. I put my legs over his lap and started to feed him 1 of my Fries and then he gave me a fork full of Mac & cheese I ate it then smiled and linked our hands and leaned in and kissed him and we kissed slowly. The kiss was sweet but I didn't feel the spark that Zayn and I had but I continued until he pulled away and looked at her way and saw the girl Tasha looking ready to tell her friends "hold my earrings " I ignored her and looked Zayn's way and saw Jade all over him but he didn't give her any attention since all of his attention was on Chris and I . When Lunch was over I decided to skip and go for a smoke me and Chris is a story now I helped him he kind of helped me so we are kind of even right now. I even got one more pack of fags so I'm happy for that. I walked out and light my cigarette and I took a drag and I'm used to it now and it actually feels kind of good. I hear someone walking up to me and when I turn around I feel someone's lips on mine and I could feel the spark and I knew that it was Zayn. Even tho I was mad at him I kissed back before I pulled away and I looked at him and he had a smirk on his face and then he said
"Where's your boyfriend?"
" I don't have one?"
" Don't think I didn't see you and Chris"
" oh he's not my boyfriend I wanted to buy fags from him but I didn't have enough money so he told me if I helped him make this girl jealous then he would give me them for the money I had and even a free one"
"Oh soo Your still single?"
"Yeah i guess soo"
"Ehm would you like to be mine again. I know that what i did was bad. The day you texted that friend i thought that you were Cheating on me so I got drunk and called a girl I used to have some fun times with and yeah you know the rest"
"Zayn I would never cheat on you I love you even tho I wish I didn't I still do and I miss you but how do I know that this won't happen again!? I'm giving you one more chance but after this one were trough got it!"
" yes but where did you go and who did you text?"
"*sigh* my friend Amanda she was going to drive me to dance practice we dance in the same dance group we and another girl I didn't want to tell you cause I just felt like I didn't have any private life or my own space"
" Aicha One of the biggest gangs in Bradford wants you dead and when they want something the get it, I just want you to be safe I love you and I've been like this for your life's sake and I'm sorry to say this but I need to continue like this"
I just nodded understanding him and just pulled him in for a kiss to make us both forget our problems right now.