Love Taken Chances

Chapter 27

Allie

I stayed in Jeff penthouse last night. Caden has been calling me but I didn't answer any of his calls. I'm not yet ready to talk to him. Maybe tomorrow.

Jeff stayed with me the whole night. I told him everything. He listened well, I love this side of him. He will never give side comments. He will listen attentively and  tell you his opinion if necessary but if it's not he will remain as a good listener.

"Good morning!"

He greeted me as I saw him in the kitchen cooking breakfast. I smiled at him and greeted back.

"Good morning jeffy."

"Have a seat. It'll be done any minute." He cooked ham and scrambled eggs. With my fave hot choco and his coffee. We ate our breakfast and from to time we talked over pity things.

"By the way Bella your result was out and I wanted to talk to you about it since yesterday." sabi nito at seryoso akong tiningnan at  napataas naman ang isang kilay ko sa klase ng tingin nito. Para akong hahatulan.

"Kung makatingin ka para naman akong bibitayin." natawa kong sabi dito.

"I'm serious Bella Alliena. It's about your health. Stop thinking of others first. Give importance to yourself and I told you to stop working in the hospital, even before." Gosh! Seryoso talaga si Jeff kasi complete name ko na ang lumabas sa bibig nito.

"Come on Jeffy tell me. The suspense is killing me." Kinakabahan tuloy ako.

"Your endometriosis progresses. Haven't you felt any pain before that you didn't notice?" seryosong tanong nito.

" I felt some of it. During my menstruation you know that. I'm always having severe pelvic pain during and after menstruation. With heavy menstrual flow. And when I'm having my bowel movement. I'm used to it that I didn't give importance. " Paliwanag ko dito.

Totoo naman. Nasanay na ako simula ng magka menstruation ako. Para akong buntis kong malapit ng datnan ng buwanang dalaw. Masakit ang puson, ang likod at nagsusuka ako.

"The result of the biopsy from the tissue sample is leading you for possible endometrial cancer. It's not yet verified by we need to treat it as soon as possible." Nakatingin lang ako sa kaniya habang ngsasalita parang nastock up ang utak ko at nagukat. Hindi mag sink in ang mga sinasabi nito.

"Your endometriosis progress that some tissues grow in other parts that it shouldn't be Bella. You know what I mean right. You're a nurse you know that. There's some in your fallopian tube . We need to act something and as soon as possible. My suggestion is for you to have the surgery and will do the radiation afterwards." No way! If I will have the surgery paano pa ako magkakaanak.

" Naloloko kana ba Jeffrey? Paano pa ako magkakababy kong magpapaopera ako? It's a hysterectomy for God sake! Gusto ko pang magkaanak or ayoko na may matanggal manlang na isang organ sa katawan ko lalo na ang uterus ko Kabawasan yon sa pagkababae ko. I will considered as disable na after." Naiiyak kong sabi sa kaniya.

" Puta naman Ella! Iniisip mo pa yon? Isipin mo ang kalusugan mo. Wala akong pakialam kong hindi kana magkaanak ang importante mailigtas kita." galit nitong sabi. Namumula na ang mukha nito. Alam ko magtitimpi lang ito sa galit.

"Jeff gusto ko pang magkaanak. Kung sayo wala lang yon, babae ako iba ang epekto noon. May iba pa naman na way diba? Other treatment. Kahit masakit kakayanin ko huwag lang operation Jeffy please. What if mag asawa ako ulit tapos hindi niya matanggap na hindi na ako magkakaanak. I'm just 33 y.o for christ sake! Bata pa ako Jeff." Napahagulhol na ako ng iyak after kong masabi ang gusto kong sabihin. Ayoko nito, ang isipin na may sakit ako. Natatakot ako.