Reverse Dream; Entangled Reality || SunSun FF

아홉

아헙: At Peace

I woke up as soon as the sunlight touch my skin. I look at Sean who's beside me, gladly, he isn't awake yet. I'm planning to make the best breakfast for the two of us.

I carefully move him away from my arms. He looks peaceful while sleeping, so before I stare at him long, I decided to went downstairs to cook our breakfast.

I'm not that best at this department, but I will do best just for him. For an unknown reason, I felt something weird. My heart was palpitating too fast that I wasn't able to control it. But I brush off that thoughts and continued cooking.

After an hour or so, he hasn't gone downstairs yet. I walk upstairs to wake him up before the food gets cold. He was still sleeping so I sat at the edge of the bed, smiling before I tapped his cheeks. He didn't move.

“Yah. Sean, it's time to wake up. I've already prepared our breakfast.”

I giggled while looking at him. But he didn't move so I move my face closer to his and watch him closely. He looks so pale right now and I just have come to realize that.

I moved his shoulders, pinch his cheeks but he didn't open his eyes. I was trembling at that time, trying not to panic and feel fear.

I can't think straight while I was trying to wake him up. I tried everything, trying not to think negatively.

Soon after that, I have got the strength to call the ambulance. I was near to breaking down while watching the nurse assisting him. We immediately got in the hospital, while I was silently praying everything will be fine.

He will be fine. He promise he will stay and I know he will never break it.

“I'm sorry sir, but you're not allowed inside.” The doctor stopped me before I could get in. I was left with no choice. I weakly leaned against the wall, covering my face, crying in fear and pain.

He won't leave me. He already promise not to leave me. He'll stay, I know...

He promised me.

He needs to stay for me, he needs to hold on and never let go.

I hope he will never give up. Everything will be alright, I know. He'll fight for us.

He already assured me.

“His condition is at worst and I'm afraid, it'll be impossible for his body to fight. I'm sorry sir, but we can't do anything but to wait for a miracle to happen.”

I was out of my mind while listening to the doctor. I know he's lying, Sean is still fighting and everything will be alright. He's fighting so I don't believe his body can't fight.

We've been staying here for five days. Oxygen was supporting his body, but he hasn't even wake up yet. He was just laying there, pale and weak. But I know he is still fighting.

I've been crying, hoping for him to wake up. Holding his hands, I want to keep it warm while he's asleep.

My friends were visiting me here, atleast they care. But all I ever wish for now is for him to open his eyes and talk to me.

I want him to say that he's fighting.