{tododeku} what was my name

18 - learning a little more

Deku's POV

I didn't know where i was going all i knew was that I was going, my breathing was erratic and i was stumbling and pushing past people in the street. To be humiliated like that, to be made a spectacle out of made my heart hurt. It was all happening again, this will never end for me, I am always thrown into situations that push me to my breaking point. Am i so wrong for wanting some sort of fucking peace, whatever due to the fact that i was just mindlessly walking around a second ago i now had no clue as to where i was. I paused for a second closed my eyes and just took a breath. 

After pausing for a second i felt like i had composed myself enough to open my eyes and wipe away  my slimey tears all salty and shit. My vision began clearing and in the distance i spotted a familiar shark looking boy and took a gasp of relief at least he can help me home. I walked over to him and it seemed that he had noticed me and came running over to me.

'h.hey curly? a-are you okay, how do you look like a mess and classy at the same time?' he said with genuine confusion in his voice despite his almost humorous response to my situation.

'nice to see you too sharky, listen i'm in a pickle could you tell me where i am?' 

'yeah dude, you're on west highstreet, the bakerys around the corner,'

'it is? man i have never been this way,'

'well are you okay dude do you need a lift home, my mate is coming to get me i can ask if he can take you home?' it's nice that he was inquiring on my issue but i was not in the best state of mind to be around people.

'ahh i'm good and i wouldnt want to burden you or your mate, i can walk home from here,'

'okay no what i am walking you home them, i'll ask my mate to pick me up from your house'

'there's no use fighting you is there,' 

'nope, now come on,' he said with his wide sharky grin blinding me for a moment, and before i knew it he had my hand in his left hand and his phone in his right hand dialing the number to who i assumed to be his mate.

'hey youre gonna hate me..' he said on the phone to his mate making me think his mate didn't like bad news. I heard in a quieter voice over the phone a voice that sounded sort of familiar in a sort of eerie way and i couldn't pin point why.

'hey sorry about that anyways where were we, oh yeah tell me what the hell happened to you man, your eyes are puffy and red as hell?'

'ahh well that's a long as fuck story but we've got some time to kill,' and with that we were off i was telling him what just happened to me and of course my body couldn't help but cry again but hey you'd think with my track record of sobbing my life away the well would've run dry by now.

'oh my god, what a dick'

'the dickiest right?' 

'so he just did that in front of all those people, what did todoroki do?'

'uhm he was seething with rage but was being held down by his ass of a father, part of me feels bad for running out of there but the other part knows that if i had stayed there any longer my heart would've exploded'

'believe me, i know a thing or two about the feeling of an exploding heart, me and my mate went through a lot before we finally became a pair, fights both physical and verbal' my look of absolute shock prompted him to confirm that they weren't between him they were between his mate and his mother.

'they were always at eachothers throats the main reason was because his mother said 'he's too good for you' about me, which i'm flattered by but wasnt the case, i'm not too good for him, we are a perfect match, so let my story be the light at the end of the tunnel for you, no one can come between you and your perfect match, you were made for eachother,'

'wow sharky, you're insightful where it counts, but really all jokes aside, thankyou kiri it means a lot you helped me today in my lame flurry of emotion,'

'hey what are friends for if not to help eachother out of lame flurries of emotion as you put it' i smiled as i tapped the side of his arm, it was nice to have someone who felt a little closer than an acquaintance, i don't have many of those.

'hey we're here, again thanks and as at token of my gratitude would you like to come in for a cup fo tea or something, i don't know,'

'yeah sure, it'll take at least 10 minutes for my mate to get here so dont mind if i do,'

We were talking and all in all, i felt better and to be honest the more we talk im getting more and more interested in who his mate is he seems like a great guy considering how hard he fought to be with him, now thats true love alright. 

Todoroki's POV

I knocked at Deku's door erratically tapping my foot and hanging my head in shame, i hate that man with every fibre of my being . He opened the door after what felt like ages and all could think to do was lunge forward and encase him in the tightest of hugs.

'h-hey shoto,'

'I-I'm sorry i'm so sorry about him i-i don't even know what t-' before i could even finish my sentence he kissed me, i held his waist and kept him as close to me as i could.

'I-it's okay he hasn't said anything i haven't heard before,'

'don't talk like that what he said didn't mean anything he's a dick and will say shit just for the sake of it,'

'i get it, you dont have to explain his hatred of omegas,' i couldnt help but be remorseful.

'this is the sweetest thing ever but my ride is here!'

We laughed for a moment, frankly i didn't even notice he was there.

'i dont believe we've properly met, I'm Shoto Todoroki,'

'I'm Eijiro Kirishima!' we shook hands before Deku opened the door for him, we both walked out onto the front step to see him off, thats when i felt something off. 

As Kirishima walked to his mates car Deku's eyes seemed to be fixated on his friends mate, but in a way that was definitely frightened.

'Kiri what have i said abo-' his mate began

'..Deku is it? Kiri has told me so much about you,'

What is going on?

A/N OKAY BE HONEST HOW MANY OF YOU HAVE GIVEN UP ON ME, WELL IM BACK IM SORRY SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED I HAVE LITERALLY AGED I STARTED THIS STORY AGES AGO BUT IT IS DEFINITELY THE LONGEST IVE LEFT IT WELL NEVER AGAIN HOPEFULLY MY WRITERS BLOCK HAS DIMINISHED OKAY LOVE YOU

-adios gals :)