{tododeku} what was my name

3 - unfortunate events

UNKNOWN POV

Well shit me man. I haven't had to tell anyone my name for god knows how long, my mother cherished the name she gave me and told me it was beautiful and suited me well. I really do miss hearing her say it but I don't know what it is I was basically a ghost in this society ,nobody knew me and nor did they want to. A single tear ran down my face..I don't know why I was crying I haven't cried ever since my mother died so why now. Fuck, I looked up to see a discernible worried look on Todoroki's face. Damn it what if he thinks I'm weak I quickly wiped the tear and tried my hardest to keep my tears at bay.

"I'm sorry was that a painful question I just wanted to know what I should call you since I didn't want this to be the last time I see you," Todoroki told me..wait a frickin' second did he just say he wants to see me again? What should he call me. Deku. Why did I just think of that horrible name I remember how I got that name I shuddered at the thought.

FLASHBACK (high school) 

"L..let me go.."

"p..please,"

They started grabbing me and it was usually only Kacchan who would beat me up but he wasn't here he's sent his friends to do his dirty work. They dragged me into the equipment shed and there he was sitting on one of the pieces of sports equipment. I struggled as they brought me down to me knees.

"why..why am i here,"

Kacchan jumped down from where he was sat one of the guys went to go and lock the door while Bakugo proceeded to glare at me before kicking me in my stomach. I doubled over an coughed for a moment before Kacchan grabbed me by my hair and brought my face up to his. 

"this shit head is going to cry, look at that your so useless and pathetic, why don't we really give him something to cry about that way he'll look like less of a damn loser if that's even remotely possible," he snorted at me before moving his foot to my crotch and pressed down harshly.

(mature content ahead skip if your triggered by rape or violence)

I let out a choked moan as I realised what was coming, I began crying and pleading I didn't want this why was he doing this. Oh no.. I started feeling extremely hot...my heat was starting. I cursed at this wretched timing the worst part is they all noticed.

I was in a locked room with a bunch of alphas who all knew I just started my heat.

"whoa hey whats that smell...its amazing," said one of the alphas that was towering over me I didn't know who the voice belonged to because I was looking at the floor with tears blinding me. someone from behind me yanked my hair upwards to make me face Kacchan.

"that smell boys is this little bitches heat," Kacchan said his voice was getting increasingly low and lustful fuck why did I have to be cursed with this goddamned weak personality and body. the next thing that he said shook me to my core.

"have fun with Deku,"

"D..Deku," I sniffed before the unspeakable happened.

They practically ripped my clothes off and forced me down ignoring all of my cries and pleads. I felt a finger enter my hole which was already wet with my slick. A hand also reached down and roughly grabbed my member and started pumping it. 

"Hey wait stop jerkin him off, you guys aren't allowed to make him cum I do that later." that's when I felt the hand that was pumping me before squeeze the base of my member to stop me from releasing, I didn't know what else to feel other than pain. Different people kept sucking and biting on my naked body all I did was cry. I had no strength to fight for myself and even if I tried I wouldn't be able to win against a bunch of alphas this was the worst possible situation I could be in. 

That's when it was taken. I felt a large member thrust itself inside of me going as fast as they could I was struggling in their grip I didn't want it like this. I wanted my first time to be with an alpha that I loved and they loved me. Not this torturous gang rape. I didn't ask for this so then why give it to me. 

Now... I just laid there limp on the floor while they had their way with me occasionally moving my wrists to see if they'd let go. But of course they did not.

I finally felt the last thrust before the sound of a wet condom being pulled off and thrown aside could be heard. Its over can I go home that's the only thing left for me to do now. I don't know how long that lasted I didn't cum once. Wait I didn't cum.

"Oh weak little Deku why do you look so relived huh? my fun hasn't even started I'll be sure to take care of you."

My eyes widened as he got behind me as all of the other guys just stepped back as if he was their king. Without any kind of warning he pushed into me an was going at a relentless pace I lost my voice long before and even if I did make a sound he was covering my mouth. He went for so long and made me cum a lot almost enough for all the guys that had fucked me. He finished simply stood up pulled up his trousers zipped em up and said "later Deku"

(mature scene over I WAS SO SAD WRITING THAT I'M SORRY MY BOI T-T)

Everyone had left...it was just me alone naked with sweat and random alpha cum and my own all over my body. I saw my school blazer and tried reaching for it only to be stopped by the extreme pain in my abdomen as if I hadn't cried a river already I began letting tears fall. A lot has happened to me and I've recovered from it but I don't know if or how I'll be able to come back from this. I endured the pain for a moment so I could at least cover my body, to tired and in pain to move my body just gave up and I passed out

END OF FLASHBACK (back to present)

I opened my eyes and realised i was clinging onto Todoroki and crying no doubt. What I didn't expect was to be held by him along with Ochako who was clinging to my hip. They were comforting me, why i didn't deserve this did I?

"I don't know what painful memory you might have just recalled but I want you to know what whatever happened then is over and can't affect you anymore," he reassured me and by jingo he was right. I brought up my hand to wipe my tears but he had beat me to it. Todoroki gently wiped away my tears and I felt that burning sensation again but this time I leaned into his touch.

"Deku,"

"hmm?"

"call me Deku,"

"Hey! That sounds like the Japanese word for you can do it," Ochako said with a smile so genuine I couldn't help but smile.

"It does doesn't it, well Deku  I'll take my leave now but please contact me again," he slipped something into my pocket before taking Ochako's hand and leaving not before giving a good bye wave though. I wanna see them again.

A/N THIS CHAPTER MADE ME SO SAD BUT FOR THE PURPOSE OF PLOT I SHALL CONTINUE.

Thanks if you enjoyed this chapter I know nobody usually reads these but school has got me busy so I'll try and get a new update in two weeks or so sorry if I take too long T-T