Haikyuu Head canons

Im so sorry ~ Oikage (P)

(Song used: Im Just Your Problem, from Adventure Time. Edited slightly to fit the character.)

Kageyama's P.o.v

   This is the weirdest training camp I've ever attended. Well it was normal at first... Were having a joint training camp with Aoba Johsai. We played a couple practice games the first few days and today is our second to last day. We were supposed to be continuing practice but apparently Aoba Johsai's coach canceled the practice.

   He wanted us to take the day to do team exercising and what not. The thing is he wants us to do it as one big team. Meaning we'd be working with the enemy... I don't know. It's just weird cause we're supposed to be practicing but instead we're sharing snacks and acting as if we're long time friends.

   I can't say it's the worse thing in the world but I'm not gonna say I'm happy about it either. Especially not when we're being forced to share our feelings, and somehow the coach can tell when we're being insincere. But we're not just sharing our feelings, we're singing...

   I've literally never sang a day in my life. How am I supposed to be expected to bare my heart and soul when I've literally never done either of these things before... The other guys were hesitant at first but they seem pretty into it now. I definitely didn't need to hear kindachis ballad about how he hates "control freaks".

   Kunimi's was entertaining though, mainly because his idea of "bearing his sole" was roasting his entire team, and some of mine hit it was funny so I don't really care. My turn is approaching and I can't say im excited for it. The coach said not to think about it and just jump into it when we get up there.

   As Tanaka finished up his love song about "pretty girls" I got up making my way to the front of the room. When I got there it was really weird having everyone look at me. I may not have ever been a singer but I did learn a little guitar when I was younger. I picked up the guitar glancing at the cords reassuring myself that I remembered the notes.

   I picked it up and started playing softly. Tanaka and Nishinoya started playing some other instruments. Though I didn't pay enough attention to be able to identify them. I don't really know what to sing about, but it's not like I can just stand here strumming all day.

   "La-da-da-da-da, I'm gonna bury you in the ground. La-da-da-da-da, I'm gonna bury you with my spike." All I could think about was the past year. Coming to Karasuno was such a good idea for my future. I may not have known it but I needed a team like this. Their so different compared to my old team.

   I'm sure I could've carried on the way I was going before. But I never would've known the satisfaction of teamwork and camaraderie. I'm beyond glad I didn't get into Shiratorizawa. "My sets are on lock, and I can outsmart any block. I'm gonna-" I cut myself off hearing someone sigh in annoyance.

   "Tuh, how distasteful of you Tobio." Oikawa said tutting at my performance. I could feel my blood boil at this. He pisses me off so much. "Oh, you don't like that? Or do you just not like me?" I exclaimed shocking everyone. Before he could respond I started singing again. "Sorry I don't treat you like a god! Is that what you want me to do? Sorry I don't treat you like you're perfect! Like all your little loyal subjects do."

   I sand rolling my eyes, The people in the room slowly started fading away. Not before I noticed Kunimi grimacing at being called a loyal subject. "Sorry that I looked up to you, was I too good for you? Is that why you always avoided me? I must've be such an inconvenience to you!" As I sang the entire room faded away. All I could see was all the times I tried to get his attention.

   All the times I asked for his help and was ignored. He treated me like a nuisance yet he'd barely even known me. "Well, I'm just your problem, I'm just your problem! It's like I'm not even a person, am I? I'm just your problem." I tried so hard to understand him and why he acted that way. I really did, but he never even tried to get to know me. All I wanted was to learn from someone talented.