𝐓𝐎𝐊𝐘𝐎 𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑𝐒 | 𝙾𝙽𝙴𝚂𝙷𝙾𝚃𝚂

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𝐄𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐑𝐒 𝐀𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃

     It's Christmas eve yet I'm here at my apartment alone, scrolling to my cellphone seeing the posts of my friends being with their family, friends or lovers i wish i have someone to be with me

I can't help but to remember how happy my last Christmas is, And what makes it special is I'm with the guys. That's also the day i got my first kiss with Draken

I love him I really do but I'm too scared to lose a friend too scared to lose my childhood friend Emma, I know she likes Draken since we were young but what can I do? I keep telling myself to forget about him

But i just can't, after that Christmas i ran away and didn't show myself anymore, I love Draken but i love Emma too so i decided to leave and start a new life

And after a year i came back but not to see them again, I got a news about my cousin getting married so i came to congratulate them, I'm already planning to leave tomorrow morning

Am i really going to celebrate Christmas like this? I grabbed my coat and gloves then wore my furry boots “I'll atleast treat myself " i said to myself before putting my wallet and phone on my coat pocket

‘I'll just go to the park i guess' i thought, walking at the streets of Shibuya seeing couples,families and some teenagers with their friends makes me think about the past

Are they celebrating together? Are they ok? Do they think about me? Is Emma and Draken already together? If they are, im happy for them... i guess

I stopped at the stall who sell tokoyakis “Merry Christmas ma'am " the seller said “Merry Christmas to you too"i greeted back the guy before buying a

Im eating my Tokoyaki while walking feeling the cold breeze touch my skin, I stopped walking when i heard a familiar voice not so far

I search the area to see too see Mikey with Mitsuya and Pehyan sitting at the bench, “Is Draken not here yet? " said Baji who just came with Chifuyu and Takemichi “He said he'll be late" Mikey said

I tried to walk away and pretend i didn't saw anyone but i dropped my Tokoyaki, Mitsuya looked at my direction so i panicked and ran as fast as i can

“Is that Y/n?! " Mitsuya said then Mikey run trying to chase me “Wait Y/n-chin!" Mikey said still running after me but i didn't stop or even look back

I turn right not even thinking were im going till i lost at the crowd, ‘why am i here? ' i thought, I really hate crowded places I feel like I'm  suffocating

(i really hate crowded places cause i feel like i can't breathe my biggest fear is suffocating i can't even ride the elevator with 3 and up people inside)

(I'm sorry if you don't fear crowds but in this story just imagine you are ok? By the way do you have any  fears or phobia?)

Then suddenly the place became more crowded i started to feel like I'm drowning so I cried clenching my coat, I tried to walk out the crowd but the people keep bumping into me back in the middle

I closed my eyes tight and tried to calm myself but i can't, “I'm scared... " i mumble tears keep running down my cheeks “I'm scared...." i mumbled again and started to sob but then

Someone pulled my arm and hugged me, i sob again I tried to see who hugged me but the person who's hugging me buried my head on its chest

I cried more then hugged back the person “Shushh it ok now " the person said, I know that voice “D-Draken?" I said before hugging him more tight

I felt safe, I felt happy yet my mind keep telling me that this is wrong

Minutes passed and Draken is still hugging me, I can still smell his manly collogne “I like your scent.. " you said breaking the silence “of course you do, your the one who choose which i should use remember?" He said

I- I did? Then it flashed back when Draken dragged me to the mall to help him chose the cologne he should use after i tease him he always smells like sweat specially after he beat up someone

“Were have you been? " he asked i can tell on his voice that he's trying not to cry, “I waited for you" he said ‘he waited for me? But why?' I thought

“I wish i told you how i felt " he said before grabbing my chin up so I'm face to face with him, “I didn't got a chance to say how i really felt towards you, I'm such a pussy that time" he said biting his lower lip

“But now that your here.. " he said before putting the hair on face behind my ears, “ I love you Y/n since that day i met you i just keep denying it but I love you" he said then wipe away my tears with his thumb

He leans down on me closing his eyes, Right now i don't care about anything I'm with the guy i love and all i know is I'm happy so i tiptoed kissing him, he pulled me tighter onto him before kissing back

When i pulled back the crowd starts to shouts Merry Christmas, I looked at the huge screen to see the timer is on 00:00 means its Christmas

Draken smiles on me softly “Merry Christmas Y/n " he said “Merry Christmas Draken" i said pecking his lips he then look behind me before smiling again

I turn around to see everyone smiling at us also Emma, “Celebrating Christmas without us huh? " she said running to our direction “Emma-chan I'm sorr-" i was cut off when she hug me “You don't need to be sorry Y/n-chan I'm happy your back " she said hugging me tighter before nodding at Draken

“Take care of my Y/n-chan you big bitch " Emma said to Draken, “Let's celebrate Y/n-chin's Comeback!!" Mikey said before everyone jumps and cheers

“My place is waiting lets go!!! " Pehyan said then Draken intertwined his fingers on mine

After that i never left again