my maze runner (Gally x Reader, Newtmas)

bloody witch

TW self harm 

I just wanted to be alone. I ran past Jorge and everyone else until I found rocks away from the main part of the camp and sat on them. I pulled my arms up into my chest and wrapped my arms around them before I buried my head into them and sobbed before grabbing my blade and tried to cut my pain away. I would never really get over Gally, I realized after I had finished and cleared up a bit. I never was going to. He was my love. I can barely live without him. After what felt like hours, I heard footsteps. I looked up to see Minho walking over. He quickly sat next to me and wrapped me in a hug before asking, "What wrong?" "I miss him so much." I whispered in between sobs after a while of silence.

I wasn't sure if he heard, but he stroked my hair soothingly and said, "I know. He was actually my friend, you know. We hung out when we could, although that wasn't much since we both had to work so often. It hurt me a lot when I... you know. I thought you were going to hate me. I'm still so sorry." I cried a bit more into Minho's chest before the tears started slowing down. I pulled away, but there were still some tears falling, and I bet that my eyes were red and puffy. "I loved and still do love him with everything I have, Minho. I don't think I'll ever be able to move on from him." I told him. "I know. I know. But someday, I don't know when things are going to get better. Someday you'll meet Gally again. Maybe not in this life. But you will." Minho said.

I hugged Minho again, and after a while, pulled away again. He kissed my forehead gently and cleaned my arms and bandaged them for me, before slinging his arm over my shoulder. We sat there silently for a while and watched the camp, and Newt and Frypan walked up and sat down next to us after a while. I had stopped crying, but my eyes were still red and puffy. "What's wrong?" Frypan asked me as he sat on the other side of me. Newt went and sat on the other side of Minho.

"Nothing. Don't worry about it." I told him and smiled slightly so he knew I wasn't mad. After a while, Thomas came and sat down too, next to Newt of course. He looked at me sadly, and I just nodded my head and smiled slightly before he looked away.

"I wish Alby could've seen this." Newt said after a while and Thomas pulled him in for a hug. "And Winston." Frypan added. "And Chuck." Thomas added, too. "And Gally." I said hoarsely. We all nodded in agreement with our people. "They'd all be proud of us you know." Newt said. "Ya." Thomas replied. "Hey, Aris!" Frypan called down to where Aris, Harriet, and Sonya were all talking. "Hey, guys!" He called back and waved slightly. He looked at me concerningly, but I just smiled at him. He still looked concerned but looked back to Harriet and Sonya.

"I kinda like that kid." Frypan told us. "Obviously I did too." I joked and we all actually laughed a bit. "Yea, I still don't trust him though." Minho said. "Hey, we all got trust issues don't we." I joked again. We all laughed a bit, again. "Hey, where is Teresa?" Thomas asked. I rolled my eyes. I really do hate her for some reason. "She went up there." Newt said and pointed towards the cliff beside us where she was standing. Thomas then went to go talk to her.

"Why do you hate her so much, Antonia?" Newt asked me. "I don't know. I just have a bad feeling about her. Like I've always hated her. I also... um... feel like she might have ratted me out. Like she was the one who turned me into wicked. Also, your one to talk! You are literally glaring at her now and it's not the first time either," I replied. "Hey! I have a valid reason. She cant keep her filthy shucking hands of my boyfriend the bloody witch." Newt responded we all laughed, I don't think we have ever heard Newt use such language in such a short amount of time before.

"What do you mean 'ratted you out'?" Frypan asked. I shrugged before saying, "She and Thomas were obviously close, and if I still talked to Thomas, and he knew where I was, he might have accidentally told her. She probably told Ava Paige. I don't really know how to explain it much more, but I just feel like we've never gotten along." I said and looked towards her and Thomas talking.

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