Bnha Villain Oneshots/Headcanons

Hydrangeas | Overhaul/Chisaki Kai

Hydrangeas
Blue - Frigidity. Forgiveness, Regret or Rejection.
White - Arrogance, Vanity, and Boasting about false achievements for having many petals but little seeds.
Pink - Sincere feelings, Heartfelt emotions, and love.
Purple - Deep Desire to understand someone, Royalty, Pride, Gratefulness to show in a beautiful way to a partner.
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Overhaul stared at the colorful flowers. The flowers that meant so much more than they looked. Both sad but beautiful, they reminded Overhaul. They grew so vividly, and looked so beautiful in the rain. They reminded him so much of something, someone. The rain dripped off the petals of each hydrangea leaf. As each droplet fell, it brought up individual memories of his childhood. From the time he and Pops once walked through this garden together whilst he got scolded but thanked, to the time where he put his foster father in his coma, the two never being able to walk together again, or even have a nice conversation between one another.
Overhaul sighed. He plopped down on the bench in the little gazebo at the end of the pathway, closing up his umbrella and setting it down beside him. Water dripped onto his lap. There's no holes in the gazebo. So why was there water? Overhaul's tears spilled out unknowingly. He hated this feeling. The feeling of despair and guilt. Overhaul looked down. Why was he feeling like this if he was the one who did it himself? Why was he sad when he did that to Pops?
Overhaul shook his head. He wouldn't cry over a flimsy feeling of guilt. Overhaul looked. Chisaki was crying though Overhaul wasn't. Since the two shared the same body, it seemed that Chisaki's tears and sadness, were the same despair and grief that were showing currently. Overhaul hated it.
The colors of the hydrangeas meant so much more to him than what it seemed. For he knew what each color meant. The colors reminded him of the regret and arrogance he obtained, and how much he had loved Pops. The clouds grew darker, the rain pouring down even harder. Overhaul would have to stay in the rain for awhile longer. Awhile longer with the memories and terrible thoughts. He should be able to last, he should be able to last in these terrible thoughts and memories...right?
Overhaul drifted off to sleep as Chisaki created more and more thoughts in the shared mind. When Chisaki awoke, the sun was out, and the sky was a blue color. The hydrangeas glistened with the moisture of the rain droplets that had hit it moments before he fell asleep. The outer shell of their confident exterior felt like it was eroding. They tried to protect it, to not let the sensitive person show.
The brunette walked out of the gazebo, struggling to pick himself up after that. He stumbled, quickly gaining his footing. The way everything looked...It was beautiful, yet so very sad.

Hydrangeas.