Blurred Clarity| Yoongi (SUGA) Oneshots

I Wish You Loved Me Forever~

5.6k. Yoonkook angst (also Taekook)

Warning: depression and revenge porn (not done by jk)

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In a world where your hair changes colour when you kiss your soulmate, Yoongi meets Jungkook

and Jungkook meets Taehyung

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Yoongi longs for love. He wants it with his whole being. He's only eighteen and he's still a senior but he wants his hair to turn that pretty cherry red colour. He wants to know what it feels like to be in love, to share that life-changing kiss. He's heard it's magical, it feels like heaven on Earth. He wants it with so much in his being.

But his hair remains a dark blue, the colour of one who hasn't yet met their soulmate.

He walks the halls and he sees a couple of his classmates with their hair the deep red shade. Some of them are school couples, the model for everyone else, what they long to have. Others have soulmates that go to different schools, or are out of school. It's no different. 

His ever growing crush on Jeon Jungkook hurts his soul. Because he knows that Jungkook can't be his soulmate. What would Jungkook ever see in him? He's a loner, he paints his fingernails black. He does thick black eyeliner, dresses in black and wears giant chokers that look like BDSM collars. He's pretty anti-social, and somehow he's on the basketball team but no one talks to him. He knows that everyone calls him the school whore behind his back. They post mean things and call him a goth slut online. He's not stupid and he's not oblivious.

He's not well liked or a jock, no one would ever see anything in him. He guards up his personality, pretends like he's not so desperate to have a soulmate. He has no friends. Jungkook could do better.

Jungkook probably goes through girls like clothes, he probably has a hundred friends, Jungkook is smart, hot, kind, funny and everything Yoongi could ever want. Jungkooks the captain of the football team, Jungkook's who everyone looks up to. Jungkook is the model senior. Everything anyone could ever want. Every girl in the school has a crush on him, even the pretty boys like Jimin have a crush on him. Jungkook is perfect, and he'd never settle for Min Yoongi. Min Yoongi that everyone gives side eyes to when he shows up everyday because he's written the tiny letters KMS or FML on the side of his face, or he's got eyeliner so thick it runs out further than his eyebrows do.

Min Yoongi the schools slut.

It's merely a coincidence that he runs into Jungkook in the first place. They just ended up in the locker room together. He's finished a basketball practice and is finishing up his 'getting ready routine'. He's bent over the sink, staring into the mirror as he draws his massive winged eyeliner on. Jungkook walks in, shirtless and fucking sweating. Yoongi's eyes shoot over to look at him and he's so shocked he nearly stabs himself with the liquid eyeliner applicator. 

"I really like your style" Jungkook says, walking over to the locker where his stuff is.

Yoongi tries really hard not to blush at his comment. "Are you talking to me?" he asks, and Jungkook chuckles. Yoongi blushes further because Jungkook is changing on the other side of the mirror and he complimented Yoongi's style.

"Yeah, I think the whole dark goth aesthetic thing is really cool. It's just not something that I'd do. You're also really good at basketball" Jungkook says.

"T-thanks. You're amazing at football. I'd get trampled if I tried to play" Yoongi says, slipping on a choker. This one is a lacy black with a giant O ring in the center.