Gone for days (complete)

Chapter Eight : Hate Him For It

JE's POV############====================#################
How am I supposed to tell her?

Two years ago
"Hey umm.." A boy said pale skinned and black haired.
He grabbed my face and pressed his lips against mine.

Who the fuck are you?!

I tried to pull away. But he wouldn't let me. Slowly pressing me against a wall.

Help!

I tried to scream. But nothing came out. I was petrified.
This guy just kept pushing. Eventually we had ended up behind the school building. Me against the brick wall.slowly he lowered his hands to my hips. Unbuttoning my top.

HELP!!!

One button down. My hands still trembling. Afraid to move.

Two more. Slowly working his way up my top.

I looked at him.

Hot.
What the fuck? This guy had just walked up to me and kissed me without knowing me?! And now he's unbuttoning my top. what the fuck is wrong with you brain?! Work!!!!

He stared at me. A look of pure love in his eyes.
He took out his hands under my shirt. Holding on to my hips. This time when he kissed me. I kissed back.

Still hot.
Shut up.

When he let go my first thought was

No don't let go.

"I'm sorry. Me and my friend were playing spin the bottle with anyone that was walking by and the bottle pointed to you..."
I smiled at him.
"Its alright I kinda liked it."
"My names Maximillian but you can call me max." He was blushing terribly.
"my names Jordan. But you can call me J. Umm well... Would you like to go on a date? My friends have a party later to attend and they said I could bring a plus one." I said my cheeks immediately going pink.
"Uh sure. Here's my number" he passed me a slip of paper "text me the address. I'll see you there"
He smiled at me and walked away.

I hate that guy.

He was the school jock and did that to girls all the time. And never played spin the bottle.

I hate you.

And its true. I hated him. Hated him because he killed my best friend. If inadvertently. By doing the very same thing he just did to me. To her. And saying no when she asked for a date.

She went home and hung herself.

I hated him. He killed my best friend.