Sad me noises
Okay how do I say this...
This book features some of my problems. Negative self talk suicidal tendencies.
And often I think about running away from my problems.
So I drown it out in writing. Exhibit A:this book.
The Rape Sections of this book are based very thinly upon a situation a friend of mine had when she was like eleven.
wich if I may add is SUPER FUCKED UP.
The emotionally manipulative parts of tis book re based off of behavior of people I know or have been told about. (Whom I have cut myself away from) and then lastly I want to note things I have immortalized in this book and in your brains.
Miles was in fact a cat I had until about two years ago in march.
My dads friend had found him and his brother in a dumpster and called up my dad to come get him.
Thirteen human years that cat lived.
He lived till I was ten.
And god damn me if I never own another fucking black cat again because Miles was the best fucking creature on the planet.
*clears throat.*
Now the great grandmother part actually happens to me.
And I legitimately barely knew her.
But her house is the house I envision in the entire pre wedding scenario.
And miles was found there because I thought he would.. Because I thought he would get along well with my great grandmother.
And I know this is really sappy and shit because everyone dies eventually but... They just felt like they needed to be immortalized.
Now.
Jordan I will admit her personality is souly based upon my best friend IRL.
*Cough NatalieRiddle17 cough*
And that woman is basically the soul reason I started writing.
Now that that's out there.
Noelle is legitimately me. Like I'm not even kidding.
Take away the streaming part and 'get the fuck away from my precious' parents. And you have me.
👋🏻hi.
Anyway I wanted to say to those of you who have read this entire thing.
Thank you. You are all awesome and I am so glad both my besties irl supported me through all the fucking turmoil I have in my life. Because other wise I would not have brought you this bomb fucking book.
(Teehee sorry I had to.😏)
I love you all my weirdos and Weirdies and everything in between.
Dis Bi bitch gonna go find something else to write abt- Reese💜
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