Gone for days (complete)

Chapter Seventeen: Getting closer and closer

Noelle's POV#######=======#######=======#######=======###
I woke up with a puffy eyed crying bags under her eyes Jordan next to me.
"HOLY SHIT NOELLE!" She screamed with relief tackling me with a hug.
"DONT EVER FUCKING SCARE ME LIKE THAT AGAIN."
tears sprouted in my eyes.
"You should have just let me die."
"That's right she should have." My mother said.
"BITCH GET THE FUCK OUT." Snarled Jordan.
"honey come on were leaving now." My mother grabbed my hand.
"Fuck Off." I said taking my hand away from her.
"What did you say to me?"
"Fuck off. Your not my family. You never were. Not even before lily was born you asshole."
Jordan looked taken aback.
"You've done nothing but hurt me since I was five fucking years old and I'm done. I have a new life. Fuck you Karla Reaper and Fuck Your husband Derek Reaper to. You both never gave a fucking shit about me. Get out and don't come back"
I let malice drip on those last six words. I could hear my heart monitor going berserk but I didn't care. Karla just stood there.
"Well? What are you waiting for? Go away"
And she did. Just like that she walked out of my life and never Looked back.
"Noelle what just...?"
I looked at her.
"Come here." I said making her lean in then kissing her on the lips. Short but sweet.
"please don't ever scare me like that again Noelle. I love you."
"Max would say otherwise" I said realizing they were still dating.
"What? Oh wai- THAT LYING SLIMY SON OF A BITCH. HE" she started crying.
"He almost killed my best friend again." She whispered.
"WHAT?!" Now it was my turn to be shocked.
"About a year before I met you he had well! Raped my best friend and then when she asked for a date he said n- no." She choked up
"She -she went home and h-h-hung herself." She said.
"Of Fuck. Jordan I'm sorry."
A million apologize gathered around into my brain.
"Hey you wanna know the reason this happened?"
She nodded vigorously.
"its because I thought I was intruding on your relationship with him. I want you to be as happy as possible and the truth is. I thought you could never find happiness with someone like me. Because I-" I stuttered getting flustered. Blush rising to my cheeks.
"I love you to Jordan."
And like that she pulled me in for another kiss.
God damn I loved her.
"Noelle for the live of god Noone can take you away from me. Not even whatever the Hell is up there." She pointed to the sky" or down there" she pointed below her. "I'd storm through the universe looking for you till every inch of it was covered. I'd Destroy planets. Murder Millions. I'd Blow up the fucking universe to be with you. But importantly I'd Live to be with you. I'd live with you and share every second with you. Even when you got annoying or went fucking insane I'd stick by your side. Following you everywhere to make sure you wouldn't get hurt."
She smiled at me.
"Never pull this shit again."
"I swear on my death." I said because thats really all I had to swear on. And apparently after yesterday my life didn't matter enough.
"Swear it on me." She said.
"I swear it on your life. That I will never physically hurt myself or physically and mentally hurt you. Your turn."
"I swear in your life I'll never Physically harm myself or emotionally and physically harm you." She smiled at me.
"I don't want you to get hurt. She said bending down again.
" I don't want to see you as fucked up as I am right now." I said.
"I love you" we said in unison