Love doesn't last [Jeno]

43. Not an average human

“Alright, I will be done in ten” I replied quickly walking away as I started to blush. What kind of reaction is this?

-Time skip-

“Where in the whole world are we?” I asked as soon as we walked out of the car. He looked around capturing the beauty of the nature around us. Why did he take me here?

“Being an actor has never been my dream. I just joined Jaemin on this journey and by the time I was fine with my life as it was.” He looked at me and suddenly laughed.

“I am not an average human, am I?” he asked. What was I supposed to reply? Why did he ask that question? As the silence fell among us I looked around looking like I was thinking deeply.

“Y/n, I hid my stress and worries every good. Jaemin even got mad or he still does get mad when I hide them. But I hid them then because I didn’t feel like anyone truly cared for me to listen to me at all.”

I understand what he is trying to say. Sometimes life is full of stress, creating so many situations where panic attacks just come as if it's normal. I don’t know how to explain. Jeno didn’t seem like an open person. I knew he had something laying on his heart from day one.

“You aren’t an average human” I replied to his earlier question. Jeno glanced at me and looked straight out to the mountain. What did he find so interesting about nature?

“Why do you believe so?” he asked a following-up question. I didn’t hesitate. I was waiting for him to ask for a reason.

“No average human would do so much for a person like me. Everyone is an average human in my eyes, but from person to person, from heart to heart they are special and unique. I have seen your good heart and creative mind. You aren’t easy to find Jeno. You are quite special” I chuckled as he took a few steps closer.

Our skin was harmonized like nature was. The wind was blowing harshly as if it was music to the mountains. Making the tree dance and making us feel closer to each other. Jeno’s smile slowly started to grow as the wind suddenly stopped blowing. The silence was the only thing left until he spoke.

“I said I hid my feelings because I didn’t feel like anyone cared. Once I saw you for the first time it was just something with you that wanted me to stay with you for hours and talk without a stop” he spoke as he inhaled.