50. Painful sight

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At least it doesn't work with me and Y/n.

I slowly stood up, absorbing the last energy and strength I had. My heart was almost turned into ashes, fully. I opened the door as I saw Renjun walk out of room 203. Mark would be there holding Y/n into his arm. Did Mark really love Y/n?

Few steps were taken as I heard people talking and crying in the hallway. So much noise making me lose control. My head was banging loudly and the dizziness increased. I could see their true love from far away.

Peaking inside seeing Mark hold Y/n inside his warm hands made a small smile show up on my face. She cupped his small face and wiped away his sadness. They were meant to be.

“You aren’t going inside? She would be happy to see that you checked on her” Heachan spoke as soon as I was ready to run away from the place. He hugged me. The hug felt so cold. My heart was already dead and turned into ashes.

“She is better with Mark than she ever will or have been with me” I mumbled looking away. Y/n had that one look deeply into Mark’s eyes made me realize that they truly love each other.

Everything I have done since day one is to hurt myself. Giving me hope that I would find love someday. “Jeno, let’s bring you back to your hotel room,” he said pulling me away from a painful sight.

Why can't I be happy for her? My heart would never return to be the same. She will never be mine. Not in this life and not in the coming one. Our distance will remain eternal.

-Time skip to the next night-

Y/n’s point of view- Effiel tower
I was standing here, having the perfect view over such a romantic place. Everywhere I see, I see lovers and hearts blooming. The new couple, the old couple. Still young and loving since the first day they meet each other.

Every human was ready to cry their tears out the second the other one walked out. Seeing how strong and confident they were made me unsure about my relationship. I was never sure about it but we will grow stronger together as Mark said.

I am willing to give our relationship a second chance. Seeing Mark smile like a child when he knew I would give us a second chance made my heart blush and pump faster.

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