The short journey to Nikhil's apartment felt like the longest ever as Nikhil drove them. Though music issue out through the car speakers, yet it felt like there was pin-drop silence inside the car.
Nikhil kept drumming his fingers to the steering wheel, biting his lip or shooting furtive glances at Diya every chance he got. But Diya was gazing out of the window, hardly able to breathe.
She'd told him a yes, but she didn't know how to proceed from here! She was as naive in these matters as one could possibly be!! Priya at least understood all these stuff but Diya knew nothing... And this was one of those issues that kept nagging at the back of her head.
Of course, the bigger issue was that Nikhil had had a good number of sexual partners even before she came along. She'd heard from Tara of Nikhil's adventures and what not. And though she'd laughed it off back then but now knowing what awaited her in a few minutes' time, Diya felt exceptionally nervous.
Tara had told her that she'd heard Nikhil to be amazing when he goes down. Question was, what does going down even mean?
When she'd asked Priya, she'd turned scarlet and shot a shy gaze towards Rohan, before changing the topic completely!
And Celia the model had told her that Nikhil had briefly courted one of her friends, and that he has a very good stamina, and could last for a very long time. And for the life of her, Diya couldn't understand what this talk of 'lasting for a long time' was, because Priya had turned to a deep beetroot red when Celia had asked about Rohan's stamina!
She knew about kissing, and she knew that there was something called oral sex too! But this whole conversation with Tara and Celia and a blushing Priya had confused Diya more than ever!
She could ask Aarna, or even Priya for that matter. But she was very shy - shy of what all her mind would start picturing once she got to know the meaning of all these things!
But the thing that bothered Diya was the comment Celia had made offhandedly, of how Nikhil could keep Diya up all night long. It was one thing to hear about Nikhil's sexual process from his ex's friend, but Diya didn't even understand what this thing was?
What is so great about sex to keep her up all night long? She knew it all in theory, about how a guy would enter a girl. But she had read that it was a matter of a few minutes. What's this talk of lasting for a long time, or having a good stamina, or even keeping her up all night long?
And then she recalled another word from her conversation with Celia - edging.
What the heck is that?
Celia and even Tara had apparently heard that Nikhil loves edging, and would even keep his partner edged for days.
What the heck is all this about then?
The few minutes of discussion with Tara and Celia had turned Diya's peaceful mind into a question book - because she was now burning with questions, not knowing how she could ask them to Nikhil?
Still twisting her mouth irritably, Diya shot a glance towards Nikhil, who looked tensed, and her eyes automatically darted towards his trousers, whilst yet another term from her conversation with the girls earlier popped in her mind.
Tara had asked Priya if she'd ever given a head and that she was very curious of Rohan and his tastes behind the bedroom - seeing how he'd almost chosen celibacy before Priya had come along! And whilst Diya had blinked in confusion as to what it even meant, Priya had blushed worse than ever, before a rare shy smile had tugged at her lips and Priya had nodded, making the girls smirk and chuckle.
Celia had then explained what 'giving a head' means - aka, giving a man an oral sex, and it had given Diya a heart attack at what all terms were used in this sex discussion!
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