all hands on set

Part 12

 I walked back in to the bar and found everyone but Sebastian sat round a large wooden table.I sit down next to Tom.

'' you ok '' Tom whispers to me. I look around  and find Sebastian sat at the bar on his own.

'' why is he up there on his own'' i saying pointing to Seb

'' Margarita told him she had spoken to you, He went mad telling her how she had ruined his chance to talk, She tried to explain what she said but he just walked off saying theirs no point i have lost her to the British'' he chuckles

I laugh '' i know its not funny but it kinda is''

'' Margarita told me what she said, She feel shit she dose love him but she knows they will never be any think but friends. she just wants him happy''

I sigh '' i know i believe her but he still kissed her, Drunk or not that should never of happened, But i do need to talk to him.'' I stand up 

'' good luck betty boo'' 

I walk over to the bar and stand beside Sebastian '' Your friends are over there you should not be here drinking on your own''

'' Not drinking its club soda not had a drink since that night'' 

'' really''

'' Yep, ''

'' Fancy going for a walk along the sea front with me, I think we need to talk'' Sebastian looks up at me surprise is written all over his face

'' why now Annie, you cut yourself out of my life to the point you missed working on end game so why now,''

'' I worked on end game just not while you where there, I am going to go for a walk its up to you if you come with me''

I walked out the bar on to the sea front, Sebastian join me straight away. we walked in silence for about 10 minutes till Sebastian had had enough and stopped and stood in front of me.

'' Just say it Annie. Just say how much you hate me how much i hurt you. Just say what you want to say cause this silence is killing me''

'' Yeah you hurt me Sebastian more then any man has, You kissed some one else and drunk or not that should never of happened. But hate you, I wished every day for the last 8 months i could hate you, But i couldn't I dont trust you i dont even like you at the moment but hate you. No i could never hate you''

'' I am so fucking sorry'' he turns and sits on a bench facing the ocean '' Every think with margarita's ex and being scared to tell you i was helping her was grinding down on me, I was drinking more and more every day. You did not seem to notice i was texting less so i avoided you even more to see if you noticed but you just texted less. In my drunk head that was cause you did not care never did i think you where just doing what i was doing. That night i was at my lowest you where having film night with scar the pictures on media looked like you did not have a care did not miss me at all. I got really drunk and i dont know how it happened i was making out with her. I stopped it as soon as my brain got in to gear but i knew it was all ready to late. I knew no matter what i had to tell you. I had the tickets booked i was on my way to you. You just beat me too it and well the rest you know''

We sit in silence for a while. tears are flowing from my eyes. Sebastian looks at me and see the tears he puts his arms around me and pulls me in to a hug

'' Please dont cry baby, Dont cry over a loser like me i am not worth it''

I hug him tighter '' Sebastian you are not a loser and trust me you are worth every tear.'' I straighten up and look him in the eyes '' I can not forget what you did but i want to forgive you i am just not there yet, I dont trust you. I can only give you friendship for now but in times who knows''

'' I can take that, Friendship for now. But i promise i am going to do every think in my power to make you fall in love with me again Annie and you will''

'' sound sure of yourself there''

'' I am cause one day i plan on asking you an important question and you will say yes Annie''

'' i have missed you Sebastian''

'' I have missed you too doll''

We both sit talking for another hour and decided it time to return to our friends. We walk to the table and i sit next to Tom he puts his arm around me and says

'' you ok betty boo'' I nod my reply

Scar then says '' betty boo why the fuck do you call her betty boo''

'' Betty boop was a 1930's sex symbol, she was sassy, fun carefree and sexy as fuck just like annie''

Scar laughs '' Sounds like some one has got a thing for annie''

'' Oh god no we are just friends she is far to wild for me, but i can appreciate a fine ass women''

'' aww loki you have such a way with words really makes my heart beat faster and i am not wild''

'' Oh yes you are'' says Tom and Sebastian at the same time. They both laugh then high five each other. Chris starts laughing really loud doing that whole left tit grab thing

'' they know you so well'' chris says

'' And you can shut it too cap theres a few story i could tell about you or should i just phone ma and tell her your picking on me'' Chris holds his hands up

'' I surrender, please dont phone ma'' 

We all laugh and with that we all fall back into the old us. Things still need to be said but that can wait tonight i am just glad my family is back together again.