New Year's Day (a BVB fanfic)

Chapter Eleven

A.N I am very sorry for the wait! It's  been a stressful month but that's no excuse. Here's a chapter for you!

Shawna's P.O.V.
We were half way to the restaurant when my phone started ringing, I obviously couldn't answer it since I was driving but I had an idea of who it could be. She was really getting on my nerves, what did I do so wrong that caused her to hate me this much?

I tried my hardest to keep from getting consumed in my thoughts. I didn't want to crash the car and be responsible for the death of BVB I'd surely go to hell for that one, probably be dragged there by the fans themselves. After a few minutes my phone rang again.

"Do you want me to answer it?" Lana's quiet voice came from beside me. I shook my head feeling slightly hurt at everything that has happened. How I managed to wreck two relationships with people I loved, I will never understand. I wished that things between me and Lana had never changed; I miss her, us, how we would talk about any and everything, how she would sneak over to my house when things got rough at home, how we used to go on "double dates" with our friends Jason and Peter, everything. Lana and I had been best friends ever since I moved to that little northern town of Huntsville (A.N I just made that up. Realizing that I never gave this place a location, I'm basing it in California. Remember this is fictional so locations, schools, diners/restaurants, and other places that can be considered advertised are mostly fiction, but if I drop a name like Wal-Mart it should be obvious it's real just saying ;) haha) when I was five. We had grown up together, she was like a sister to me. Even after my dad's business hit big and we got rich we remained sisters, well at least until I started catching feelings towards her. I wish things hadn't changed.

We finally pulled up at the small Mexican restaurant in town. We hopped out and filed in letting the hostess lead us to a table. Once we were all seated Ashley decided to spark up conversation.

"So girls, what are your interests?" I took a quick glance at Lana and Seriya before answering.

"Um well I like to draw." I said quietly. I would draw anything and everything; I found that over the years my art had gotten more sad and dramatic, but no matter what I would put my pictures up on my bedroom walls. It just felt like me, like my style.

"Really? You totally need to show me!"

"Yeah that sounds really cool." Jinxx said, CC and Jake nodding along with him.

"Um well if you haven't already guessed I like music." Seriya said quietly.

"Do you play any instruments?" CC asked. She nodded.

"Piano."

"Oooh classy!" Ashley said.

"I like dramatic arts and dancing." Lana said with a shrug.

"Nice." Andy said giving her a smile.

The waitress came back and we ordered our food. I noticed Lana wasn't ordering much.

"Not hungry?" I whispered in her ear. She glanced at me a shook her head. The more time I spent with her the more curious I got about what had happened to her. We were all getting comfortable in conversation when my phone started ringing. I sighed and pulled it out of my bag looking at the ID. Unknown. I decided to answer.

"Hello?"

"Hey baby girl!" A female voice said on the other end.

"Mom? How are you?" I said feeling over the moon.

"I'm great honey, our trip is going great. How was your party?"

"It was great mom. I'm actually hanging out with Riy and BVB right now and you won't believe who I've reconnected with." I could see the whole table had directed there gazes to me. Oops maybe I should leave. I make to get up when Seriya gestures for me to sit down.