" You must learn the rules of Harem. Incidents like those shouldn't happen again. I defended you and I will probably have problems with my mother because of that." Selim said as he was walking around his chambers.
" Then why you have defended me? It would be the same for me if I would he in Harem or in dungeon, when I can't return to my home place and my family." I said to him and looked at him seriously with zero emotions inside myself.
He couldn't move his look away from me and I could see that makes him nervous. He was walking around the chambers, and then he would stop for a second to look at me, and then he would continue again to walk around.
" I defended you because I want you to stay here in Harem and learn the rules properly." Selim said and stood up in front of me.
" But I don't want to stay in Harem. Your soldiers killed my whole family, only my brother is alive and I will never know how is he or where he is. I don't want to stay here with the ones who took me my all loved ones." I said to him seriously.
Selim looked at me seriously the whole time and he was just walking closer to me.
" One day you might become very powerful Sultana and have whatever you want, but you will need to learn how to act." Selim said and smiled.
" I would never like to be a Sultana." I said to him and stepped away from him.
" That's what you think now." Selim said and laughed at my words.
" That is what I will always think." I said and walked to the doors to leave his chambers.
" I didn't allow you to leave my chambers." he took my arm when I came to the doors. I just turned to him and looked at him with anger in my eyes.
I took a deep breath. I was angry now because I couldn't stand listening for those words, but at the end I still should be thankful that he saved me.
" Will you then allow me to leave your chambers?" I asked him and raised my eyebrows.
" Yes, you might go now." he said and smiled.
I left his chambers and I saw beautiful and elegant black-haired woman walking there. She measured me from head to toe and raised her eyebrows on me. She was walking together with a man which was Harem Ennuch.
" Gazanfer, who is this Hatun which doesn't even know how to bow to Sultana?" woman asked with her eyebrow raised that man, who looked at me angrily.
I bowed to her at that moment because I have never seen her before and I didn't know that she was Sultana.
" Much better now. " woman said and continued being serious. She looked at Gazanfer, and then at me.
" Who are you?" she asked me as she was measuring me once again.
" I am Alexandra." I said to her wondering why would she ask me that.
" What were you doing in chambers of my Şehzade Selim?" woman asked me with bitchy tone. Of course she was something important to him, when she said "my Selim".
" He called me there." I said to her not caring anymore about this.
" You will never return to those chambers anymore. I am Nurbanu Sultan mother of his son Şehzade Murad and I am his first and only concubine. You will never get place in his heart so you can already forget about him." she said and raised her head.
" You shouldn't worry, I would never even wish for something like that." I fake smiled to her and continued to walk away.
While I was walking away, I could still hear her conversation with Gazanfer Agha.
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NESLIHAN SULTAN
Historical Fiction" Not all women have bright future. Between thousands of girls which come to Harem, maybe three or four of them will become Sultanas. Out of them, only one will be able to become powerful Sultana. And you have everything what is important to become...
