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𝟬𝟭𝟱. 𝗙𝗢𝗥𝗘𝗩𝗘𝗥

I found myself in another dream with Kai. He was being sweet and gentle, like he's not always like that. The dream unfortunately ended as quick as it started.

I open my eyes and see I'm in my room. Well, my new room. I take a deep breathe before turning around. I close my eyes again, but I don't fall asleep.

I didn't want this. I didn't want to be here. I started to cry softly and I believe it continued for a long hour before I got myself together, went downstairs and met Bonnie.

Damon was in the kitchen and I shuffled uncomfortably on the couch. "You okay?" Bonnie asks and all she did was nod. I slept amazing, because of Damon.

I just didn't know what to do. I was desperate for Kai's touch, so desperate I'd rat him out just so that we can see each other again.

I couldn't though, he'd kill me, or worse, abonden me forever. I look away from Bonnie and close my eyes again, but open them quickly when I hear Damon come in. "Well munchkin, what are we gonna do with you?" I look up at him quizzed, what were they gonna do with me?

"N-nothing I hope," I say and look down. Spending 24/7 in their presence wasn't something I wanted either, but hey, we can't all get what we want... Right?

"You said there was a loophole?" I ask Bonnie quietly, curious about why she hasn't found it yet. "Yes," Damon answers and I nod. "Why can't you do like a searching spell? To find the thing for the loophole?" I used the word searching instead of locator, because a non witch isn't supposed to know what kind of spell it is called.

"It doesn't work that way, I don't have acces to my magic anymore," she says and I frown. "But you're a witch," I answer and she nods. "I know," she looks away not wanting the conversation to go any further and I let it go, letting out a defeated sigh.

Looking at the two frienda that feel like strangers makes me feel different than when I met Kai. I remember like it was yesterday. I tried to kill myself and he saved me.

"Hey, you're up," He says without giving me any further attention. I slowly walk towards the kitchen island and sit down. I look at what he's made and frown.

"Cupcakes?" I can barely hear myself, but he heard me. "Yup," He says and smiles at me. "Who are you?" I ask and he looks.

"I'm the one who stopped you from killing yourself,"

"So tell me. Why is a sweet little girl like you here?" I couldn't help myself from blushing a little bit, but I still didn't look at him.

Time went by fast, I've only been here like a month, it makes me wonder, how long have they been here? "How long have you been here?" I ask and Damon shrugs. "3 months and 3 weeks, I've been counting," wow. Longer then me. "You?" I shrug too and start counting.

"Around a month I think, maybe a bit more, but definitely not 4 months," they nod and I look outside the window, maybe Kai knows where I am.

Stop thinking about Kai

My subconscious reminded me

He doesn't exist anymore remember? Not until he pops up again

I nodded and Bonnie frowned. "Why are you nodding?" I chuckle and she frowns. "It's just I never imagined seeing someone ever again and now... I don't know how to feel," I say and look down.

"Well munch, you got us now and since your no serial killer we'll make sure to take you with us," my head snaps up and my face reddens. "What serial killer?" I say and both Damon and Bonnie frown.

My heart is racing and I know Damon notices, so I quickly stand up and start searching through the cabinets until I find what I'm searching for. A sippy cup.

I fill it with milk and don't even dare to look at them, while they are probably talking without words about how suspiciously I acted. I put it in the microwave and feel a headache come up.

The milk helps with that I hope. The microwave peeps and I take it out, walking away. "Where are you going?" Damon yells after me and I mumble something unhearable.

I plop down on the couch rolling myself up in a ball and closing my eyes while starting to suck the tip of the cup. It tastes delicious, but not how Kai made it for me.

How he use to make it for me. It didn't make me sleepy either, I didn't quite understand that because all I wanted to do was sleep and wait for Kai to come back.

I'm in love with this man.

Fuck.

Short filler chapter oop
Anyways tvd & to has been taken off netflix (idk why) so I'll have to watch the episode thru my computer meaning the chaptera will take a little longer to write
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