It's Just You, Me And The Loading Screen

The Arrival

I awoke, still in my seat on the plane taking me to Sweden, I had been dreaming, I couldn't quite remember what had happened, just that Felix was in it. I couldn't get him out of my mind lately, no matter how hard I tried. I straightened up and looked around at the other passengers in first class, there was only three others, all men in their forties dressed in suits. I got up to stretch and go to the bathroom, I splashed some water on my face and fixed my hair, pulling it into a pony-tail. I kept trying to push Felix out of my mind but it was no use, I sat back in my seat and gave into my memories, remembering our first time together.

We where in Felix's bedroom, cuddled together under his blanket while a horror movie played on his TV, but neither of us where paying any attention to it. We laid on our sides facing each other, I was using one of his arms as a pillow, that hand was running slowly up and down my back, while his other was playing with the tips of my long brunette hair. We had been laying there silently for a few minutes, every now and then Felix would lean in and kiss me, they where sweet little kisses that made me feel like there where butterflies in my tummy.

"I love you" I whispered.

"I love you too, Ally" He leaned in again, this time his kiss was more passionate, shifting our position slightly, so that now he was on top of me. I wrapped my legs around his waist, pulling him closer to me, his hand caressed my skin under my shirt. I broke away from our kiss to catch my breath and he started to kiss my neck softly.

"I think I'm ready.." My voice was shaky, letting my nerves show.

"..to have sex" I finished, making Felix stop what he was doing. Felix was almost two years older then me and I knew he had been wanting to be intimate for awhile now, I wasn't ready at the time he was and he understood and never pressured me to do anything I didn't want to, he was always sweet like that. But lately I've been craving more of him and I realized I was ready to lose my virginity to the guy that I loved. He moved away from my neck to look into my eyes, it  was dark in his room except the light flickering from the TV.

"Are you sure?" His voice was steady but I could feel his heart racing, just like mine was.

"Yes"

I was brought out of my daydream by a voice over  the airplane's intercom announcing that we would be landing in ten minutes, I did as the voice instructed and straighted my chair and clicked my seat belt around me. The thought of being back in my home country made me smile. It seemed like those ten minutes took a whole hour, but that was probably just my anticipation. I walked into Gothenburg Landvetter Airport with the other firstclass passengers, the cold Swedish air was so refreshing after all that time on the plane. I looked around for Anna, it didn't take long for me to find her amongst the crowd. She had dyed her long hair bright red and was holding a cardboard 'Welcome' sign above her head. As soon as she seen me walk in she let out an excited high pitched scream and started running toward me, I dropped my bag and braced myself just before she slammed into me, crushing me in a hug.

"Oj herregud! I missed you so much" She sobbed, making me cry as well, I was so happy and overwhelmed.

"I missed you too"

It took us a few minutes to pull ourselves together and wipe away our tears.

"I can't believe it, you're finally here" Anna said taking a step back and looking at me, we had both changed so much since the last time we saw each other. She was still beautiful as ever, with creamy pale skin and thick black eyelashes making her blue eyes stand out, and she was still just that little bit taller then me. It took another half an hour before all my luggage was unloaded and then packed into Anna's car, then finally we where headed to our apartment so that I could unpack and start my new life here in Sweden.