here comes my daily dose of anxiety and self doubt,
never fails to notify me, just like my alarm clock,
i know it's hard to pretend you're right
on the track,
when the person you prioritize doesn't prioritize you back,
its like amongst the billions of people out there, they're the one you choose, would do anything for them, would protect them at the cost of anything you lose,
but then you aren't the person they'd do the same thing for,
it's like having everything you'd ever need yet losing the war,
it breaks my heart a little everytime i know i'm not your number one,
and honestly i try my best to ignore it and just have fun,
but i've been trying to do it all this time and now there's nothing left to break,
please acknowledge my existence from time to time for my poor heart's sake,
and it's not that you are not good for me,
it's just that i wonder if you're too good for me,
you say i'm the best and that i mean alot,
but all i ask is for you to tell me how your day went and the "what ifs" and "what not",
none of this changes how much you mean to me but it does hurt me a lot though,
it's only 'cause i'm afraid of losing another best friend, you know,
but i'll stay here and take the pain if that's what it's going to take,
many have broken my heart so why not let someone worth it break?
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Poetry[BOOK 1] 𓍼 the " poetry etched on skin " series ❝ reflection of the stars glisten in her eyes as she looks up at the moon residing amongst the clouds ; broken hearts do still love. ❞ crumpled scribbled papers, bloodshot eyes, wine and wet tissues...
