chapter seven: new york city (3)

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ariana gran-dé
hello
earth to court
i need to talk to u
HELLO

court knee
woah
chill my guy
not all of us are awake at 5:30 am
what's up?

ariana gran-dé
TOM AND I HAD SEX

court knee
WOAH
i was
not expecting to hear THAT

ariana gran-dé
i really don't regret it or anything
i mean
it was amazing
but
the whole dynamic
of our friendship
i'm afraid it's gonna be ruined

court knee
okay wait hold up
ur still questioning ur feelings for him?

ariana gran-dé
well last night proved that i like him a lot more than i thought i did
but i'm still not 100% sure if i'm ready for that next step in a relationship
plus... my feelings have been hella fucking weird lately

court knee
how so?

ariana gran-dé
uhh
imma have to keep THAT one to myself for now 🥲

court knee
aight aight 😂
hmm
have u tried talking to him ab it?

ariana gran-dé
he's still sleeping
but i still don't know what i would even say???

court knee
be completely honest
"i really like u, and last night was amazing... but i'm not 100% ready to commit to a relationship at this point in my life."

ariana gran-dé
u make it sound like i want an fwb arrangement 😅

court knee
well
would u want one?

ariana gran-dé
UHHHH

court knee
i mean
think ab it
sex
with no emotional attachment or commitment
gives u a chance to sort ur own life stuff before u go for the relationship

ariana gran-dé
i'm not against them at all
but
i've never had one and
i'm nervous to even bring it up

court knee
it's ur decision
whatever u choose to do, i'll have ur back

ariana gran-dé
thank u b
i'll keep u posted fs

...

Daya
Excuse me??

Spidey
I know that it's a lot
But I think this is what's best for us right now

Daya
And... she's okay with this?

Spidey
She's the one who brought it up
I understand that she's still not ready
What she's been through... I don't think I'd even be able to handle it half as well as she has
So if she just wants to be casual for now to explore her feelings and navigate her life on her own terms
I'm more than happy to help make that happen

Daya
Wow
That's... actually really goddamn sweet
BUT
What happens if
She ends up deciding ur not the one for her and falls for some other guy?

Spidey
Well if I'm being completely honest
I'm not gonna love it
Hell, it's going to crush me
Because I really love her
But that being said... I'm going to support her  in finding her happiness no matter what
If it's not with me... then it's not with me
All I want is for her to be happy

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