𝙹𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝙴𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 || 𝙸𝚠𝚊𝙾𝚒

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September/8th/2016

Here we are, I guess.

Tooru Oikawa, I'm currently a second year at Aoba Johsai. I attend this school with my best friend? Iwa-chan! And some more really close friends Takahiro Hanamaki and Issei Matsukawa, but we just call them Makki and Mattsun for short :D

I didn't really think I'd end up writing here, but I was advised by my therapist to give it a go, she thinks it might help me when I'm stressed and or 'in a dark mindset'. I'm not sure how, but I don't see the harm in trying it.

She told me to write what's on my mind, and even if it sounds strange, Iwa-chan's been on my mind a lot lately. He's.. an interesting individual, and I love that. I know how he seems, aggressive, maybe a little cold, possibly reserved, but it's not like that.

He just expresses himself different, I know underneath it all he cares for everyone he's close with, myself included of course ( ˘ ³˘)♥︎

Though, I guess there's always been part of me that hopes he cares about me just a little bit more than most. It's selfish, I know it is, but it's the truth. It's also highly unlikely, another truth I unfortunately know all too well.

I know I can be a bit of a hassle, but with Iwa-chan it's different, I know I push his nerves a lot farther than I do with most, though at the end of the day I know he know's I'm just playing.

I think?

Enough about Iwa-chan though, I've got plenty of time to talk about him and I really could go on for hours.

Instead, some other news. All four of us, myself, Iwa-chan, Makki, and Mattsun are all on Seijoh's volleyball team. I can already tell we're going to own this season like we did the last, no matter the odds.

Better yet, I think we'll have a great shot at nationals this year, the team's got a lot of talent, even though we're all a little.. uncoordinated after a 'disagreement' from a while back, some communication can fix that, surely.

Speaking of the team however, I should probably get going, we have morning practice and I want to be early so I can warm up before everyone gets there.

For my first day, I'm feeling pretty great, I've got a good feeling about this year.

Bye~

~Sincerely,
Tooru Oikawa

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1) something I read made me cry, and now I'm writing this :)

2) I'm going off of when school starts + ends in Canada because I'm not too sure how that works in Japan and obvs the years aren't the proper canon years

That's all really, later ✌️

~koi