𝙹𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝙴𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 || 𝙸𝚠𝚊𝙾𝚒

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April/7th/2017

So uh,, it's been a few months, huh? Whoops!

I've been caught up with some things lately, mainly practice, I've been putting in more hours for a while now, just so I make sure I stay on top of my game.

Though I'll admit maybe I have pushed it a few times, I even blacked out during practice a few weeks ago, which didn't really do any good for anyone. But, at least I know now that I need to work towards how much energy I put into practice, because I know I can do better.

Heh, Iwa-chan, Makki, and Mattsun would be tearing me a new one of they heard me say that. They think I'm pushing myself too hard, and even if I am, that's what it takes for success. I won't be able to improve if I'm not constantly testing my limits, so I don't really see why it's a problem?

Even Mika-san's said something about it, she thinks I have trouble with my own self worth, even outside of volleyball. Which, might I add, is the farthest thing from the truth.

I know my self worth better than anyone else would, hence why it's my self worth? I don't really see how constantly working to improve means I don't have any sense of self worth, but apparently something about it adds up. I'm not entirely sure, I was spacing out a lot while Mika-san was speaking.

Anyways, ignoring that!

The team's really working wonders together, I'm actually pretty proud with how far we've come, and I hope we'll be seeing nationals soon! Better than that, I know we'll be seeing nationals soon!

It's just a matter of time!

~Sincerely
Tooru Oikawa <3