𝙹𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚊𝚕 𝙴𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 || 𝙸𝚠𝚊𝙾𝚒

| 11.2 |

Iwaizumi had simply gone to grab his hoodie off Oikawa's desk chair, nothing more, nothing less.

He didn't expect to come across an unfamiliar earthy green journal that was slightly peaking out of a drawer Oikawa usually kept locked. Nor did he expect the overwhelming urge to read it.

After a brief moment of heavy silence, Iwaizumi decided against all odds that he had a few minutes to spare, so, without even thinking of the contents the journal could hold, he quietly slipped it out of the drawer.

It was rather plain, yet Iwaizumi did take into account how similar the journals colours was to that of his own eyes, but he shrugged it off as coincidental and opened the journal..

September/8th/2016

Here we are, I guess.

Tooru Oikawa, I'm currently a second year at Aoba Johsai. I attend this school with my best friend? Iwa-chan! And some more really close friends Takahiro Hanamaki and Issei Matsukawa, but we just call them Makki and Mattsun for short :D

I didn't really think I'd end up writing here, but I was advised by my therapist to give it a go, she thinks it might help me when I'm stressed and or 'in a dark mindset'. I'm not sure how, but I don't see the harm in trying it.

She told me to write what's on my mind, and even if it sounds strange, Iwa-chan's been on my mind a lot lately. He's.. an interesting individual, and I love that. I know how he seems, aggressive, maybe a little cold, possibly reserved, but it's not like that.

He just expresses himself different, I know underneath it all he cares for everyone he's close with, myself included of course ( ˘ ³˘)♥︎

Though, I guess there's always been part of me that hopes he cares about me just a little bit more than most. It's selfish, I know it is, but it's the truth. It's also highly unlikely, another truth I unfortunately know all too well.

I know I can be a bit of a hassle, but with Iwa-chan it's different, I know I push his nerves a lot farther than I do with most, though at the end of the day I know he know's I'm just playing.

I think?

Enough about Iwa-chan though, I've got plenty of time to talk about him and I really could go on for hours.

Instead, some other news. All four of us, myself, Iwa-chan, Makki, and Mattsun are all on Seijoh's volleyball team. I can already tell we're going to own this season like we did the last, no matter the odds.

Better yet, I think we'll have a great shot at nationals this year, the team's got a lot of talent, even though we're all a little.. uncoordinated after a 'disagreement' from a while back, some communication can fix that, surely.

Speaking of the team however, I should probably get going, we have morning practice and I want to be early so I can warm up before everyone gets there.

For my first day, I'm feeling pretty great, I've got a good feeling about this year.

Bye~

~Sincerely,
Tooru Oikawa

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