Impossible not to love //Minho

Best friends

I felt empty, like nothing mattered. If Minho doesn't like me, what do I have left? What is it that makes this shitty place good? What is it that makes me be happy?

I didnt sleep at all that night, I could only think of how he liked someone else and that he was 'just a friend'. I didnt even want to go up and see Minho at all. He didnt knew what was wrong but he had to go running.

I told everyone I was sick and i sort of was. I was sick of myself because i thought Minho would like me, how could i ever think like that. I sat on my bed all day long, not even eating. I didnt even cry. I didnt felt anything, just loneliness. The next day it wasn't any better. Minho started to worry but was to scared to ask why I was like this.

I stopped talking to him, I stopped talking to anyone. I ended up being a medjack because there weren't a lot if incidents around the glade. It was pretty quit most of the time. I just became a normal quit glader, not trying to get attention. In my free time I would go to the woods and sit on the highest tree I could find.

One day when I came there I saw Minho sitting at the bottom of the tree. I wanted to go to him but then I saw that he was crying. Soft and silent tears. I had to know what was going on, he was my friend after all.

"Hey Minho, can I, eumh, can i come sit next to you?" I asked he carefully.
He was startled and wiped away his tears fast. Minho didnt dare to look at me and just nodded. I sat next to him and asked "what's wrong?" 

"Ohh no I'm fine, im perfectly fine. Never been better. I'm totaly fine after my best friend doesn't want to talk to me!" He snaps back trying to steady his voice but failing terribly.

'Best friend' It echoed through my head. Then it really comes to me. He really was just a friend and didnt want anything more.

Minho's POV

'Best friend'  it echoed through my head.
Now I really ruined it, If I would have ever gotten the guts to tell her I liked her, she wouldn't believe me. Because I shucking told her she was just a friend. I did the thing to her that I was so scared of, i friendzoned her.

Y/n POV

I see that hes hurting and I think about what I have done. I had ignored him for almost 3 days. I felt terrible. Shift my seat so I was facing Minho. He still didn't wanted to look at me. He was releasing his tears, not even trying to stop them.

I hug him tightly and he doesn't knows what to do at first but then he accepts and hugs be back then times harder then I did. I can feel that he let's all his tears go and i do to. He looks at me and I see that he probably didnt slept in days, just like me. We where both devastated because of my misstake.

I say "come on, let's go to bed" with a soft smile. He nods and stands up. As we walk away he grabs my hand. I dont pull away.

A/n
Heyy bitcheds, I wanted to say that I love you all and that this chapter is so bad that I might delete it and start from the beginning. Maybe I wont but I dont like how it looks. It's so poorly written.

I'm sorry luvs
Love you all tho!!!