Impossible not to love //Minho

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A/N, HIIIIII

So euumhhh, today might be the day, I tried writing smut again and I dont love it but i dont really hate it either. Please coment things that you like or things that you can improve it with.

So eumh, here is the warning to, there is smut in this chapter. ⚠️👅💦⚠️

If one of my friends find this I am absolutely fucked. Like actually fucked, I hope they dont read this and if they do I will die if they text me about it.

Also, I know it's stupid but here's a name reveal... drum ruffle.... ANTARA, jupp, Antara is my name.

Ily y'all, have a good day/night

Bye bitchess

As i wake up i refuse to move when I find out im lying in the fetus position on Minho's lap, he had put his arms around me tight. As if he was afraid that I would disappear the moment he let go of me.

'I know you're awake, you dont have to react. Just listen. ' he starts. I give him a small nod to confirm that I wasnt sleeping anymore.

'I wanted to apologize for everything I have said last night, i was so scared that something bad had happened. You know i love you and that i dont want to lose you, but newt is my best friend. I cant let this happen to him' he says as Minho starts playing with my y/h/c  y/h/l hair.

'I was mean, I'm sorry. There is no possible way that i should have ever yelled at you. Bu- but why where you there, if I can ask?'he asks quietly.

'I couldnt sleep so I wanted to go for a walk, I saw someone go onto the deadheads and I wanted to know  who it was.' I say as tears threaten to escape my eyes. My voice starts to shake when I try and keep them from escaping.

'Sshhh, shhh. It's okay, its gonna be alright.' He says leaving little kisses on my forehead all the way to my cheek.

As he puts his hand on mine I twist it and interlock out hands together. I wish that this could go on forever, me lying down on Minho, his steady breath softly against my neck and our hands in each other.

'I love you' minho says quietly but vulnerable, his voice breaking a bit more at every word he tries to bring out.

'I love you to' I react and I feel his amazingly strong muscles relax a bit. I move my head upwards to see that Minho has closed his tired eyes and I soft snoring escapes his perfect lips. I take a moment to look at his whole face.

His eyes shut and his mouth a bit open, his face relaxes and a small dimple appears in the corner of his mouth. His face is perfect.

Because I moved my head his shirt rides up revealing his beautifully tanned abs. I had I had to stop myself right before so I wouldnt let my hand rest on it, almost touching the perfect body underneath his shirt.

A few minutes pass and I keep looking at the man of my dreams as he wakes up peacefully. He looks at me and spots me staring at his abs and face and well, his entire body.

A soft breath what looks more like a chuckle leaves his pinkish lips. 'Like what you see, dont you?'he asks confidently.

I give him a short laugh and see that's it's still dark. 'You wanna try and sleep for a bit more?'

Minho nods and almost instantly he sleeps again, how the hell do people do that, I think.

The small movement that he does while breathing makes his shirt lift up even more. His entire body is now visible.