Lion's Heart ~ Jegulus

king cross station

Ok but like can we talk about how fucking pretty Timmy is. Like he's a fucking Greek god.

Also I'm listening to favorite crime by Olivia Rodrigo right now. And bye-
The album Sour is so fucking beautiful.
Like I can't stop listening since it came out.
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Regulus POV:

I wake up the next morning by Kreacher telling me it's time to leave to go to King Cross Station. I had already packed a few days ago, since I hate to feel like I have forgotten anything. Although sometimes I procrastinate way too much and get everything done last minute. Really depends on my mood.

I take a quick shower and get ready (A/n: I'm shit at describing people getting ready so I'm not gonna do that.)
I then grab my trunk and head out the door.

I hear mother and father arguing down the stairs. I walk quietly trying to spy on their argument.

"Orion, we have no idea where that useless child is! And worse of all is that the Daily Prophet has already gotten word of this!" Said mother.

"I know, but what do you want me to do about it? That child was a disgrace since the beginning. And not my responsibility." Responded father. I flinched from the tone of his voice, filled with anger and disgrace.

"Well do something you idiot! I don't care what you have to do, but fix it now!" Said mother.

"There's nothing we can do! Don't you see that's he's ran away?!"

"Well it's going to be in the Daily Prophet and I'm not going to be answering for the embarrassment and disgrace that child has brought to this family!"

"Well then forget it, because I'm not doing anything. That child is a disappointed to this family. He has disgraced our family name and it's better to just disown him."

Disown?! As in off the tapestry? I start to panic. They can't, they wouldn't.

"Regulus come here!" Mother orders.

I try to act as in I came from my room, and haven't been listening.

"Yes mother?" I ask, masking my panic and anxiety.

"We want you to know that from today forward, you are not allowed to talk to Sirius, or make any contact of any kind." Mother says sternly.

"If we find out you have disobeyed these orders, the consequences will be severe. And trust, us we will find out. Have we made ourselves clear?" Father says.

I gulp. "Yes father." I answer. "Good. Now we want to show you, that Sirius is no longer part of the Black family." Mother says as she slowly starts burning off Sirius face of the Black family tapestry.

I have to fight to keep the tears from escaping. I shouldn't be crying or thinking about crying for that matter, not for a blood traitor like him.

Mother looks at me, and says, "Now we must head out. Kreacher will be transporting you to the station."

"Now remember to not even look towards Sirius or talk to him." Father orders.

"Yes father." I say.

They leave and I see them apparate.

For a few days now I have seen them leaving for hours with aunt Druella and uncle Cygnus. I don't know what they do there, they never give any information.

I see Kreacher walking towards me and we apparate to the station.

I see hundreds of people with their parents, and little kids saying goodbye to their big siblings who are old enough to start Hogwarts. Most of them are crying. I remember when Sirius left I was there like them. I was crying and Sirius was hugging me and whispering "it's okay, it's only a year, I'll got by fast, I promise! And next thing you know you'll be here with me! Can you imagine? Us, together in Hogwarts, away. I'll miss you, I love you." I said "I love you too, promise you'll wait for me?" "Promise."

I was so stupid and young back then. The first thing he did was leave me and forget me.

I walk and see Sirius. Shit. I'm fucked. Most people have already read the Daily Prophet, and if anyone sees me close to Sirius, they'll tell my parents and I'll be dead. Literally.

I quickly walk towards the train before Sirius can see me, but not before locking eyes with brown eyes.

James Potter. I absolutely hate and despise him. He's the reason for everything. Sirius leaving. Me being alone. He replaced me, he's Sirius' brother now.

I get on the train and look for an empty compartment. I finally find one completely empty. I put my trunk on the top and let out a big breath I hadn't even noticed I was holding in. I look out the window and try not to think about everything going on in my life.

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Hello:) sorry it has taken me so long to write a new chapter, I still have no idea where this story is going. Just writing without really thinking. I did go back and edit, and I also changed a few things from the last chapters. Actually almost completely. I didn't like how it was, so if you want to re-read feel free. Again, feel free to correct any misspellings and ask questions. Thank you, loves. :)