Youll always have me.

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Y/n POV

Sho had been off letting the parents of all the students know about the whole dorm situation.

And here I sat all alone on the teachers dorm floor of building all by myself.

As much as I love my freedom I do have to say it sucks that aizawa isn't forced to be around me anymore.

As I moped around for the next couple of hours I heard the door open.

I quickly sat up from the couch, shira also peaking his head up from my lap. I was so excited, for what? Well I'd like to say I didn't know but I'm starting to notice a pattern in the way he makes me feel.

"SHOOOOO" I jumped on him causing him to loose his balance.

"You frickin abandoned me and shira today what the hell is wrong with you! You have no idea how bored I was!!" I yelled as we both lied on the ground.

"Y/n!! Get if of me!"

I quickly sat back up and looked down at him. Who does this guy think he is?

"You leave me at home alone all day and then come back and dont accept my love and affection?" I started to force myself to cry.

Hehe he better feel bad now.

Suddenly he pushed me off and said

"I don't have time to deal with you right now y/n. Go to sleep it's late."






The fuck?




I watched as he walked back to his room. He looked... tired. Well he always looked tired but today more than usual.

I hate myself right now.

I want to comfort him if he's upset about something. I want to cure his insomnia and and make all his troubles go away. But I had no idea how to deal with this stuff.

But that doesn't mean I won't try.
I know Sho. I know him better than everyone expect maybe mic because they have been friends since they were kids but, I knew Sho in a different way.

When I heard his bedroom door close I immediately got up.

Me and shira gave each other a knowing look as walked toward his bedroom.

I'll knock.



Yea I'll knock.

I'll do it.

Right now I'll knock in 3...2...1



Ahhh I can't do it. I don't want to bother him??? What if he ends up hating me? If he hated me I don't know what if do.

I was knocked out of my trance when I felt and push on the back of my leg. I looked down to shes shira staring at me intently. As if saying "open the damn door woman." I'm sure a lot of peoples cats don't talk to them, so if shira was some sort of magical cat well.... Who am I not to listen?

So, I knocked.

"Come in" I heard aizawas tired voice grumble.

When I opened the door I saw him sitting at his desk doing... research?

"Sho, youre tired. You need to sleep or-"

"I can't" he said interrupting me.

"What?"

"I can't... I can't sleep y/n. They are still out there. These students, my students, they are just children. It's my responsibility to look after them, make sure they are safe. I have failed them too many times! If something happens to them it's my fault. It's all my fault! Everything. I knew I should have expelled them all, protected them from this. Their parents are worried sick y/n! They are worried because I didn't have the strength to watch over their children like promised. The league is still out there! They could hurt you! They want to hurt you Y/n! I couldn't live with myself if something happened! If you are gone one day, if ever had to live without you like when you ran away I just couldn't-"

He wasn't facing me as he spoke but I could hear the tears in his voice. I cut him off and grabbed his head and brought it to my chest. I stroked his hair as I spoke.

Just something simple.

"You should never carry a burden all by yourself, come on, I'll stay with you till you fall asleep."

We separated and before he could look me in the eye I grabbed his hand and dragged him to his bed.

I knew if I looked him in the eyes I would cry as well.

In reality, most of this is probably my fault. And the fact Sho thought it was his burden alone broke my heart.

Once we reached the bed I
Lied down next to him. We were facing each other and as I looked into his eyes I see the exhaustion. I knew I shouldn't have looked into those damn eyes. Immediately I brought his head to my chest again.

"Nothing will ever happen to me Sho. And we will make sure nothing ever happens to the kids either. Your stuck with me for the rest of your damn life got that?"




"Yea..." I heard him mumble. Almost immediately after his breathing became even and knew he had fallen asleep.

I was also a bit tired.

I'll close my eyes.... For a nap.




You'll always have me Sho

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So uh I'm back.

Idek if this chapter makes sense but romance for me romance for you yay rejoice.

I'll try to update more often now! I hope you all are doing good!

Also tf like 28k views is crazy 😭 Tysm I'm glad so many ppl enjoy my story!

@24Honeycloud24 SLEEP NOW!

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