You'll kill me, won't you? (Aizawa x reader)

All your fault

"Shut up Ryota."

Huh? That sounds like my moms voice.

"I would never give birth to a defective brat the least you could do is give her a damn quirk."

Mom? Why is she being so mean.

Is she talking about me.

"She's not defective Hiraki I can't believe you would say something like that about our daughter."

"I DIDNT PLAN ON GIVING BIRTH TO A QUIRKLESS BRAT. SHE IS 7 AND USELESS. Your the fucking scientist give her a quirk or Ill leave her out on the streets."

I don't remember mom being this mean.

And giving me a quirk? 

What does that mean?

"HIRAKI YOU BETTER NOT LAY A HAND ON HE-"

My mom started laughing.

"Me not lay a hand on her? That's rich coming from you. Of course you want her to stay quirkless so you can do your little experiments. Stop pretending you love her."

Pretending? What is this? This can't be a memory my parents were happy.

That's what you think.

That damn voice.

No one has ever loved you.

You are a plague.

Everyone you come in contact with is bound to die.

It's always your fault.

Your selfish.

Just die already.

Die.

Die.

Die.

Then I heard my mom scream.

"AND SHE REALLY THINKS YOU LOVE HER TOO SINCE YOUVE ERASED HER ME-"

WAKE UP AND DIE (Y/N)

The voice in my head screamed before my mom could continue.

What the hell was that.

It can be a memory.

When I woke up my back was killing me.

Last night I had slept on the floor in an alleyway with my invisibility band on so people would leave me alone.

I sat up and remembered today was the day I would sneak into UA to spy on Mr eraser head

I stood from where I slept and stretched.

My back cracked louder than I would have thou- 

Selfish.

Jesus not now.

You got Itsuki killed.

You left Dabi alone and forced him to become a villain. He is probably dead now too.

"Shut up shut up SHUT UP"