You'll kill me, won't you? (Aizawa x reader)

Unfamiliar feelings

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Where am I?

another night mare I guess.

The same one I always have. I'm staring at a 10 year old me in back seat of my moms car while my parents yell at each other in the front seat.

Like always I couldn't hear what they were saying. It was just incoherent yelling.

Over what I wonder?

I can't seem to remember the events that lead up to the accident so this dream. This nightmare is pretty useless and a waste of time.

Ugghhhh I think as I see the car speeding towards the ledge.

I remember we fell down.

And down

And down

And down

I wish I could laugh in this dream. It was funny seeing it over and over again. It's also funny that my brain thinks it can haunt me with such a useless memory.

This is just annoying.

The screaming suddenly stops as I see my mom turn back to my 10 year old self and say something.

I just can't seem to remember.

I have that problem a lot....

I just...

Cant remember.

Then the car falls off the ledge and suddenly I feel what my 10 year old self felt.

Fear

Fear

Fear

Fear

It's stops as I wake in my bed all sweaty.

I roll my eyes.

I hate that feeling. Stupid stupid stupid stupid.

I roll out of my bed removing the blanket from my sweaty body.standing up, I walk to the bath room as I look at myself in the mirror I can't help but giggle at the way I look all sweaty.

How stupid letting a dream get me all worked up.

My giggle slowly turns into a loud cackle as I think of my what I felt and thought falling off that cliff.

Such idiots my parents were.

A car crash really?

All of sudden I hear banging on the wall in my aunts room and then I hear her yell.

"WOULD YOU SHUT UP"

so I stop laughing and sighed. I don't do anything in particular with my day or my life. My aunt never enrolled me in school and she never allowed me to do it myself. so I just walk around the city all day while my aunt sells herself to random men. I never really judged my aunt for what she does. I just thought it was funny how she turned out like this even though her quirk is strong enough to be an amazing pro hero. She was given and gift and chose not to use it.
All of a sudden my aunt barges into my room and yanks me out of the bathroom smelling of alcohol and she yells.

"YOU WOKE ME UP YOU USELESS WASTE OF SPACE WITH ALL THAT IDIOTIC LAUGHING TELL ME WHATS SO FUNNY?"

My aunt is childish.

She takes her anger out on me by well, for lack of a better word.

beating the shit out of me.