You'll kill me, won't you? (Aizawa x reader)

Explanation

Y/n POV

When I woke up I found I was still in aizawas room. But when I looked beside me, he wasn't here anymore.

Sigh

This damn guy can't even sleep in can he.

I hopped out of the bed stretching my arms. I opened the door and walked into the living room seeing Sho doing paper work while drinking coffee.

"Good morning" I said yawning. I walked into the kitchen and poured myself some coffee, filling it with milk a sugar. I walked to the couch and plopped down nested to sho.

"Your coming back to class today." He said.

To say I was excited was an understatement. I could finally leave this damn dorm room.

"Hell yes! What's the lesson your teaching today huh? Mr aizawa?" I said teasing him.

I heard a soft chuckle and then he spoke.

"The students this summer will be getting their provisional licenses, they will have to do the exam and most of the time, barely any students pass. In order to prepare them for their test today y/n, well be helping them come up with two ultimate moves."

"Hmm sounds fun."

"Three other teachers will also be there to assist us, you'll be taking care of Bakugo of course."

I chuckled.

I'm sure they know of my relationship with the villains, maybe not specifically but they know I have one. Trusting me with students already? They haven't even questioned me yet.

"I know what your thinking y/n. The police know nothing of your relationship with the villains, however, even though I trust you, I know you would never hurt the kids. I need an explanation, and I need it soon."

I looked back at the clock and saw the time.

"We've got a lot of time to lose Sho, I'll tell you whatever I can."

He looked at me and nodded.

"Lets go meet up with nezu and then."

I sighed.

"Alright."

—

I sat in a office with Sho, nezu, and all might all looking at me intently.

"Start from the beginning." Sho said.

"I used to live with my aunt after my parents died. She was uh, well she was a bitch to put it bluntly. I guess she blamed me for everything, as a kid and even now it's hard for me to understand a lot since I don't remember most of my childhood. Well king story short she died along with- she died along with a- a friend of mine who used to visit and take care of me. After that I was on my own for a bit. And that's when I found a kid in an alley crying, he was injured. So I offered him help, he accepted of course and I took care of him for- for a while." I had to stop for a second. No way I was about to cry in-front of these people. In front of Sho? I'd cry my damn eyes out. But all might? Nezu? Hell no.

"Dabi?" Sho said and I just nodded. I preferred not to go in depth about anything just my relations with these people. Dabis story and identity weren't mine to tell.

"I don't know much about him now. I did some work for the league, as you guys know I only killed bad people. No matter how many time he asked me to kill someone innocent I refused. There was, there was one guy in the league who I trusted. He was, a close friend you could say. One day when Dabi got injured because of me I decided to leave him with them. I was an idiot. He was a good kid, and I just fucking left him there. When we saw each other- when he saw me at the camp, he was disgusted by me. He hates me so don't ask me to try and convince him to switch sides or some shit. He's a smart kid. That's all I got for you. I knew where their hideout was before but they most definitely moved. Now I have no information to give you that would help you find them. Sorry."

"And what of shigaraki??" Almight asked. He sounded, annoyed? Or worried.

"Listen I don't know much about him other than all for one raised him ok?" I also didn't plan on saying anything about my relationship with all for one. It wouldn't be beneficial to anything. No matter how I knew him I know nothing about how he runs the league. That asshole never trusted me.

"YOU MUST KNOW SOMETHING!" All might yelled walking towards me. Once he reached me he placed his hands on my shoulders.

"Hands off buddy!-"

"TELL ME WHAT YOU KNOW ABOUT SHIGARAKI!"

"THE FUCK IS YOUR DAMN PROBLEM!" I yelled pushing him away from me.

I saw Sho stand up to help but I signaled that I could take care of this, and he immediately sat back down.

"I understand you probably think you can save that asshole but let me tell you all something, some people are just too. Far. Gone. Shigaraki is one of those people. most of the league is the way they are because of your down falls! Because hero's can't always save everyone, and the product of that are people like everyone in the league who hate all your guts for VERY VALID REASONS. You can try and do whatever you want. I understand that what they all do is wrong. I know that. But coming from someone who was also failed by hero's let me just say we could have been on VERY opposite sides. The difference is I pulled through. And I experienced what it's like- what it's like to love someone. What it's like to have someone love and care for you in return. As far as shiagraki is concerned the only person who has ever shown him that attention is all for one. Not you all might. And definitely not your damn teacher. I'm done here."

I had a strong dislike for hero's like all might. He just didn't understand anything.

I had lost my hope in hero's at some point but seeing the students, seeing Sho. I know what a true hero is meant to be like.

Shigaraki, I saw myself in him. What I could have become. I felt like shit basically saying he was impossible to save but, Sho saved me just like all for one saved shigaraki. I would do anything for him. I would die before anything happened to him. I would die before anything happened to shinso, to Dabi, to any of the students.

It would be great if everyone could be saved like all might wants. A world where something like that was easy would be great.

But in the end nothing comes without sacrifice.

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She finally explained some of her life!!

Plz tell me if this chapter even made sense. 🥲

Being so insecure abt my writing sucks cuz that's the whole reason I took that break.

I have ideas. These next couple of chapter are like canon filler until the next ark stops

Hope you enjoyed!

Sorry for grammar and spelling issues