Rehab Facility

We meet again.

Chris

"Get y'all ass out my house!!" I said pushing them off of me after April left.

"Ain't nobody ev-" Red started to say something as I shut him up.

"I'm not playing witcho ass blood get tf out!" He sucked his teeth as the rest of them left slamming my door.

"FUCK!" I said throwing shit off my dresser. "I need to calm down" I said to my self rushing to the bathroom as my breathing started to pick up. I turned on the water bending down throwing some water in my face. I lifted back up looking in the mirror at the monster I've became. I didn't mean to put my hands on her or even say those things.

I punched the mirror yelling, breaking it! "Shit!" I said pulling my hand my seeing the blood on my hand and the mess I've made. I pulled some glass out of the sink running my hand under the water.. I don't need help, I can do this on my own fuck everybody..

I can't even fight for her because she don't want my stupid ass no more, just fuck it I gotta do this alone starting now.

I turned the water off reaching under the sink grabbing some wrap.

Imma change

- Four months later

I've been sitting on the floor writing lyrics preparing for a new album. I'm not sure when it will come out, I haven't even pitched the idea to my label yet but they will like it.

Been in this house for four months barely going out and I deactivated my social accounts to stay away out the public eye for awhile. I haven't touched that shit I threw it away that same night, I've been getting better knowing how to control my emotions and not relying on substances even though I smoke a blunt every blue moon.

Yeah I think about April constantly she is the topic in most of my songs. I miss her so much man but I fucked it up like I do everything I think that relationship shit is not for me man.

I heard she doing good though.. Got her own place and everything.

Mijo walked he happy ass in my room "Bruh getcho ass up off that flo' man" he said stepping over me opening the curtains as I used my hands as a shield to cover my eyes.

"Bruh chill man" I sucked my teeth

"You need to get yo ass out the house bruh, let's go eat or something" I sighed.

"Ion feel like going out order in"

"Nah get up and get dressed nigga" He said turning to me. "I'll be downstairs waiting you got twenty minutes" he walked out closing the door behind him as I heard his feet going downstairs.

"I hate him" I really don't but ya get it. I sighed standing up going in the bathroom to get myself together.

25 minutes later I came downstairs turning my hat backwards. "Son only five minutes late progress" he said standing up from the couch.

"Okay Dad" I said as we laughed and he grabbed his keys walking out and I followed him. "Where we going fam?" We both got in the car as he started it up and I crossed my seatbelt around me.

"Somewhere downtown"

"Aight" I nodded turning up the riding rolling my windows down as he drove off.

We pulled up to one of the spots we used to come to on the regular. "I'm bout to eat good nigga" Mijo said turning off the car getting out.

"Fat ass nigga" I said taking off my seatbelt getting out.

We made our way inside as I told the waiter upfront a table for two and she led us to our seats.

"Thanks" I said as we took our seats handing us the menus.

"Oh we don't need them ma'am we been here too many times just tell the Chef Chris is here and we just want the regular."

We handed her back the menu's "I got you sir" she said. "What would you guys like to drink?"

"Water" I said.

"Some sprite" Mijo said as she wrote it down.

"Alright Imma let cook know I'll be back guys" she said smiling walking off.

"Yo how are my nephew and niece?"

"They good man driving my ass wild like usual" he said putting his phone up.

"Imma come see them soon man gotta take them out or something , probably this weekend" I said.

"Aight Imma let they mama know"

-

We were eating as we heard females laughing coming in the restaurant and I heard a familiar voice.

"Guys nope I'm not dealing with y'all tonight" I looked up seeing April rub her arm walking towards a table about to pass up as we made eye contact and I looked away immediately.

"Bruh what you looking at?" He turned around seeing her and her friends as he called them over.

"Nigga what are you doing?" I whispered as they came over.

"Sup y'all" he said getting up hugging them as I stayed sitting down and her girls gave me stank ass looks.

"I'll be in the bathroom" I said getting up feeling uncomfortable walking to the back as I heard little feet following me.

"Chris" April said as we reached the bathroom door and I turned around. "Why you walked off?"

"I ain't want yo girls grilling my ass and I just want to give you your space" I said leaning against the door.

"It's fine Chris.." She said pushing her hair behind her ear. "How have you been though?"

"I've been straight" I said flipping my hat back examining her body she has lost some weight ion think she eating. "What bout you though you look sick? You good?"

"Gee thanks" she said sarcastically. "But I'm fine it's nothing" she said giving me a fake smile.

I sighed "April I'm so sorry for everything.."

"Chris let's not do this right now" She said holding her hand up.

"I'm serious though" I said grabbing her hand softly. "If not now when?"

She looked down at our hands then looked up at me "I'm free this weekend."

"Me too, I'm taking Mijo kids out. You should come.."

"Maybe I will just let me know" she said pulling her hand back.

"I got you, number still the same?"

"Yep it is" she gave me a small smile.

"Go back to your girls though enjoy your day" I said watching her. "And eat something" I said with concern in my voice as she nodded.

"Nice seeing you" she said and gave me a hug as I pulled her close hugging her back.

"Nice seeing you too" I mumbled taking in her scent. We stayed like that longer than I thought and then she pulled back slowly making eye contact with me.

"Bye" she said as we looked at each other.

"Bye" I said as we both chuckled shaking our heads.

She waved slight and walked off as I watched her.

I'm jumping like a little boy on the inside from that damn hug.. I miss that.

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