Rehab Facility

Sorry

April

After I showed him around I introduced him to my other two patients Kara and Mona. I caught Mona giving Chris a certain kind of look and he was just laughing. I had to let her know that they can not be any sexual activities going on between patients plus she's a sex addict, hell nah.

I grabbed my clipboard seeing that I had to check on Kara before I left to go home because she is going through the withdrawal stage bad. Withdrawal symptoms for heroin include anxiety, sweating, vomiting, and diarrhea. Before she met Chris I walked into the room to help her clean herself up a little since she was puking her brains out. I felt so bad for her but this is what she has to go through.

I know Chris will go through his withdrawal differently since he was addicted to coke but its not really different. At least half of all people addicted to cocaine also have a mental disorder, particularly depression and attention-deficit disorder. I just have to talk to him one on one to see how what or who started him on drugs. He might just do that when they are in support groups, people rarely want to share their first few days or weeks but that is normal.

I sighed at the thought looking around me at some patients walking around looking depressed and some are just chilling. "Ms. April" I looked behind me seeing Mrs.Jones calling my name.

"Yes ma'am" I answered.

"Baby you can go home now it's your first day don't be here all day"

I nodded "Okay just let me check on Kara and I'll be on my way out" I smiled.

"Okay, I hope you had a great day love" I nodded as she walked off going about her business.

I started walking towards my hall checking my phone seeing I had five missed calls and a few text messages from Marcus. I shook my head as I read the messages, crazy ass. I honestly think he didn't take his pills today, yeah he is bi-polar if I forgot to mention it. Somedays are really good then some are really, really bad and those are the days he "forgets" to take them.

Not paying attention I bumped into Chris almost falling as he caught me.

"Damn girl watch where you going" he smirked and I pushed him away picking up my clipboard.

I fixed my scrubs talking "Shouldn't you be in the room?" I looked up at him.

"Yeah that's where I'm going right now. Why you gone miss me baby?" I rolled my eyes but I was smiling on the inside, I flipped pages on my clipboard to his file.

"Should I contact Miss Karrueche?" I smirked looking at his contact list then up at him as he sucked his teeth walking off. "Exactly" I mumbled chuckling than made my way to Kara's door knocking on it looking to my left seeing him opening his door winking at me. I shook my head than watched as she opened the door.

"Hey" she said softly looking at me.

"Hey, you okay? You need anything?" I placed my pen in my pocket

"No I'm feeling better than earlier"

"You sure?" I said.

"I'm positive I just need some sleep" she stated giving me a reassuring smile.

"Alright well get a good sleep love, I'll see you tomorrow" she nodded then closed the door. I walked to the back as I clocked out grabbing my purse and setting my clipboard down into the lobby.

"Have a nice day Ms. April" one of the security guards, Melvin, said to me winking.

I shook my head "You too Melvin" he opened the door for me as I walked out to my car.

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I walked into the house smelling food being made as I smiled thinking it was my baby. I threw my keys in the bowl and walked into the kitchen seeing his bestfriend that I hate with a passion cooking. My smiled instantly dropped watching them talking.

"What the fuck is she doing here?" I asked looking at her then him.

He looked over at me shaking his head "Because my girl got better things to do than to be here and cook for me" he said giving me a straight face. I hate when he acts like I don't care about him or do shit for him.

"Get her ass out my house now" he knew I didn't like this bitch and I had my reasons. "Get the fuck out of here" I said looking at her as she just stood there laughing.

He got out his chair pulling me out the kitchen by arm roughly. "You need to calm yo little ass down fr?" I rolled my eyes. "You not running shit around here April, she can stay if she want to"

"So you just gone let her stay after you fucked that bitch three months ago?!" I yelled as he grabbed my jaw tightening his grip.

"Who you yelling at? Hm?" I tried to avoid eye contact with him as my breathing became heavy. "Watch the way you fucking talk to me or we gone have a rerun of what happened a few days ago, you understand?" I didn't respond scared of what he was going to do. He snatched my head looking at him "I said do you understand?" I nodded as he released he hand from my jaw roughly, I just wanted to knock him out, God knows I do. "Go upstairs now" he said to me as I was about to say something he held his hand up "Don't play with me" I fixed myself than walked upstairs as I felt him watching me.

Why am I even with him? Oh right because of love.

I stripped out of my clothes going into the bathroom taking a nice, hot shower.

Once I finished showering I walked out the bathroom seeing him on the bed chilling eating then he turned my way watching me. I dried off and made my way to my dresser changing into some comfortable clothes.

"She's gone" he spoke up. I nodded throwing my towel and my clothes I previously wore in the hamper. I walked to my side of the bed reaching behind the nightstand and plugged up my phone.

I laid down as he finished his food she made putting his plate to the side. He turned off the light as I just kept my eyes on the tv feeling his hand go between my leg as I slapped it away. "I don't want you touching me tonight."

"Bruh what's up with you?" He asked cocking his eyebrow.

"You and that girl fucking again ain't it?" I turned my head to him waiting on his answer.

"Baby no I only want you" I shook my head as he moved on top of me. "Only you aight?"

I shrugged "We not having sex so get off of me" I pushed him off of me as he grabbed my hands putting them over my head looking down at me.

"I said I'm sorry nah, stop acting stupid." He pulled down my underwear pulling down his shorts and boxers in the process with one of his hands still gripping my arm.

"Marcus move! I said not tonight damn-" I gasp slightly as I felt him slide into me going deep. He kept whispering 'I'm sorry' in my ear as tears fell down my face. He's not sorry, he never will be. Why do I love him so much?

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I walked inside of the building ignoring my thoughts of what happened at home as another nurse came up to me quickly. "April, he's already starting to go through his withdrawal, he won't see nobody but you right now" I nodded making my way past her to my hall then knocked on his door softly. "Chris it's me.."

I waited as he opened the door slightly then poked his head out checking if it was only me as he walked away sitting down on the bed shaking. I walked inside closing the door behind me throwing my purse on the bed bending down in front of him. "You okay?" He looked so uneasy rubbing his knee looking down at the ground.

I grabbed his face making him look at me "Chris... Talk to me, you okay?" I felt the sweat on his face as I wiped a little bit off. He looked directly at me not saying anything then seconds later tears started to fall down he face.

I pouted pulling him into a hug rubbing his back as he kept crying wrapping his arms around saying "I can't do this" repeatedly.

"Shhh" I replied rubbing his back more. Poor baby, this was all new to him.