in the middle of june

much needed talks

he holds the cloth in his left hand, whilst gently holding the unbruised part of my chin in his right hand to steady himself, before gently wiping away all the blood that remained painted onto my face.
i look up toward his face, gazing into his eyes.
our faces slowly getting closer together.

i quickly avert my gaze from him and cough slightly.

"uhh, i'm sorry, umm- " i say quietly.

"uh- wanna watch 'umbrella academy' again?" he asks quickly.

"yeah! sure!" i say enthusiastically.

we watched a few more episodes of the series and i fall asleep again on him again.

i wake up at around 11:30am the next morning, my head still resting against jack.

"look who's awake." jack chuckles.

"hi!" i say with a smile.

"what're we doing today then?"

"i just wanna stay inside and just talk to people on discord for the day. i wanna talk to george, y/bsf/n and jess mostly...if that's alright with you, i mean."

"of course it is! you can use my pc and we, well you can go on the smp on my account if you want." he suggests.

"really? dream would be ok with that?" i ask.

"probably, i'll ask later on if you want and we can stream it, yeah?"

"sounds awesome! thank you jack."

"ok, well i'll leave you alone in here, whilst i go and help josh with some house work, you can log into discord from my computer, or just use my account and call george from there, unless your using your phone, i don't know." he rambles.

"calm, talk slowerrrr," i say with a laugh, looking up at his face, still with my head resting on his lap.

"sorry," he says whilst scratching his neck.

"i'll call george off your discord on your pc, if he doesn't pick up i'll use my phone, and i'll call y/bsf/n and jess from my phone." i laugh.

"ok, when're you gonna do that? cause we can just stay like this for a while if you want us too," jack says smiling, whilst running his hand through my hair.

"what time is it?" i ask.

"quarter past 12."

"we can stay here for a bit," i smile back.

i turn my face toward his chest and slowly let my eyes close.
i was awoken around 2:30pm to jack attempting to move my head gently from his lap without waking me.

"sorry y/n, didn't mean to wake you."

"it's fine, i needed to get up anyway, it is like three in the afternoon." i say, a slight laugh in my tone.

"well umm, i've gotta go help josh, you ok in here?" he asks.

"i'm fine," i smile back.

jack wanders out of the room and leaves me to myself. i get off of his bed and go to his desk to open discord.
i pull up george's profile to call him, whilst accidentally catching a glimpse of george's and jack's most recent dms.

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what's with this y/n from last night then?

gogy :)
she's really sweet, always has been, known her since she was little, tbf i was literally there when she was born, why?

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i don't know, she was really cool, can we invite her to tonight's stream please?

gogy :)
yeah, of course!