chapter 6

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Kiara's P.O.V.

What the heck? Why did you you text him? I wasn't sure.

"Why do you always think too much? I think he is a good person. You should go there." Ava said.

Really? You never met him and do you think I would go to the concert ?

"Obviously you are definitely going and that's final." She says and as I am going to say something she shuush me by raising her finger on her lips.

I know why you are forcing me to go to the concert and mark my words I would never ever fall for him and you are coming with me. Ava started laughing but she stops whe she saw the seriousness of my face and recomposses herself.

"Of course I am coming. I won't leave you alone with him."

She wants me to experience love and I can totally understand what she is trying to do. But I am scared...I am scared of losing people. Eventually they'll find somebody new and they'll put me in the past.

"Oh come on Kiara. So surprisingly we don't have any plans for today so we are going to the concert tonight." Ava was so excited. She drags me out of the college.
Ava makes me sit in the car and starts
driving.

"Where are we going?" I ask her." Defeated
to our house." She answers.

"I should say no to him." I said in low voice.

"Kiara come on its just a concert nothing is gonna happen and if somethings happens so you know I am with you always." Ava says

"No its not just a concert. I don't want to make new friends or not even want to be with them." I reply.

"But why? Why do you always push people away when they are trying to come close to you. Why do you always do this?" She thumps on stearing wheel. "What do you actually want? Do you want to spend your entire life alone? This is the stage where you can find your true love." She says.

"Easy you want to know why? I am gonna tell you how I feel and why I push people away. I feel like people don't actually like me. When I am around them I bother them. I don't think I am ever gonna find anyone that actually cares about me. I feel like people just use me. I feel like I get on people's nerves.
I feel like my problems don't matter to them. That's why I like to hide from them and I feel like every person that I am close with walks away. So in order for that not to happen I need to be the first one to walk away. I overthink every thing and I think no matter how hard I try I would never ever be good enough.
I know there is lot of thing going on in my mind but this is who I am. I've got a lot of issues because people always change the exact same time when you start considering them as your forever." I reply in a sad & exasperated manner.

"Kiara you need to give people a chance. May be you are wrong. It's just in your head.
Ok fine forget about Sam...just think we are going to someone's music concert. Where we'll enjoy dancing. Ok?" She responds.

Oh, here we come. She parks the car in front of the house and we both come out.

I am standing infront of the wardrobe overlooking at the beautiful dresses.

"Choose one." She says.

"Hey what about this one?" She points at the strapless ombre black and purple illusion dress.

"I am not going to a date its just a music concert." I said.

"You'll look gorgeous in it." Not wanting me to say anything she takes the dress out of the hanger.

Ugh why does she always do this to me?"

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Ugh why does she always do this to me?"

"Isn't it too short?" I question

"It's fine now go and dress." Ava pushes me to a changing room.

"Okay" I groan out of annoyance.

I put on the dress. Dress reaches to my knee.

"Hey Ava am I really looking beautiful?" I look at the mirror turning my body every possible angle so that I can have a look from everywhere at my dress.
"Well I think it really looks good on me."

Now its time for makeup,  My hand starts to shake and I try to steady myself, one wrong move and everything is over. Extremely focused and determined I make my next move hoping for perfection. My hand wobbles and suddenly I am faced with defeat. My eyeliner ends up smeared across my face. I refuse to accept this outcome, and try again.

suddenly, Ava drags me by my hand and makes me sit on a chair in front of the mirror. what have done to yourself just look at  you you look like a runaway witch

ok I don't know how to apply a makeup, "I just wanted to give it a try." I said

next time Kiara, " this is not a perfect timing for your makeup practice"

  "Speak less  listen more. Now I am going to do your makeup and hairstyle." She says squeezing my both hand from back.

"Ava what's going on in your little mind?" I arch my eyebrows to her excitement.

"I am going to give you a professional touch that Sam wouldn't be able to take his eyes off you." She stretches the last eye part.

But wait I am not going for him I don't have any feelings for him. I- she cuts me off.

"Whatever Kiara." She says and shuts me up.

I open my mouth to speak something but immediately close it because arguing with Ava is useless. I can never win in her arguments.

And here it goes, done she takes a few step back to get a good view of my face.

I look at the reflection of mirror and Damn!!! It's beautiful. I am looking cute and amazing. I look like a different Kiara 2.0.

she give a frosty look onto the inner corner of my eyes  and spread it on my lids for some shimmer.
then she Pat the coloured blush onto the apples of my cheeks and make broad upward strokes along the length of my  cheekbones. and has used a light shade of maroon on my lips.

She has curled my hair in S shape wave. She left my hair open.

Perfect.

I put on Black colour high heels and finally I am ready and the credit goes to Ava.

"Ready Ava?" I shout from the room of our apartment.

"Yes." She enters in the room and wow she is looking beautiful. Well she is beautiful but right now she is looking mesmerizing.
She wore simple slacks, a button down shirt with distressed pair of jeans, and appropriate sneakers are a safe bet." She wore comfy clothes.
Her brown hair are also curled but she makes a bun she is looking perfect.

"Will you say something?" She asks raising her eyebrows thats when I realise I have been gazing at her for a very long time.

"Oh yeah. I'm sorry...I just...you are looking beautiful." I finally speak.

"I know" She says waving her hand.

We walk out side. Ava locks the door and we head on our ways to the concert.

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