Bianca's pov.
Yolanda didn't peach up this morning, still adjusting to the what happened yesterday.
I'm glad it happened though. I have to admit she's an amazing kisser. Her lips are soft, her fingers on my skin are hot, highly flammable. Her smile makes every moment worth being remembered. How her nose opens when she laughs is kinda hilarious. Her insane thoughts always challenge mine. She's an upgraded version of myself. Mastermind!
Did I just? I didn't just list all those things about her. Yes, I'm still straight, you still straight Bianca! It's okay to admire another female... And wish to see her naked. Right? Oh crap no!
bluh bluh bluh! I wave my wand for this moment to be forgotten forever.
As I was thinking NOT ABOUT YOLANDA.
I walked into the corridor and everyones turned to look at me and the whispering began.
Is my hair messy, Do I have poo on my face or am I wearing my pjs?
No, No and No they are all just assholes.
I tried avoiding all the stared and looked for Yolanda but she was no where to be found.
I went to the bathroom.
"You again?" The girl I quarreled with on the first day stood there.
"I really don't want trouble" I mumbled.
"How does it feel to be famous?" She asked.
"Famous?" I asked confused.
"Don't act stupid, you know that everyone is talking about you. I thought I was bad till I heard about you. You set the bar way too high being suspended more than 10 times and being expelled twice is no child's play" She ridiculed.
"I am still very confussed" I pouted.
"We all know your mother dropped you here to try and change you, after all the disruptions you caused in your previous schools. You are so fucken hopeless" She laughed.
"Smoke?" She asked.
"No thank you, I have places to be" I smiled weakly leaving the bathroom.
"and I hope your dad is not being raped in prison, heard things are hella hectic there" she scoffed.
I felt a huge lump form on my throat, what?! I just couldn't even fight her, my heart was just too heavy.
Now I see why I'm attracting everyone attention. All thanks to Yolanda Evans!
* * *
Today was bad! Very bad. I feel like they are all watching and judging me and calling me all sorts of crazy!
I walked home alone, I don't wanna see Yolanda and yes I've been hiding from everyone the whole day.
I just wanna talk to mom.
I called her phone and it was unanswered, multiple times.
I called Aunt Olivia
"Hey sweetheart, I'm on my way home. You alright?" She asked.
"No" I whispered.
"I'll be home in a few minutes, bare with me baby" She spoke then hung up.
I took my sketch book and began sketching a heart undergoing a thunderstorm.
"Bianca?!" Aunt Olivia called pushing my door open.
"Hey" I waved.
"I bought donuts, they help me when I'm in a bad mood" She smiled taking a seat next to me.
"Sup?" She asked.
The first thing I did was break down and cry.
I am not a cry baby at all so right now I am not just crying because my biggest secret is out, okay it's not my biggest. My biggest secret is that I kissed a girl and I loved it. Back to why I'm crying, it is because many people are not being given the platform to have an opinion about my life and in this case they'll say the worst things about me and I'm because I am my Mom's worst child. She's hurting because of me and the whole family seems to hate me. Expect Aunt Olivia although her daughter would do anything to get me out of her mother's house. All the failures and misfortunes began to flood my head and yes this is the only opportunity I have to cry.
"Hush" She brushed my curly hair that refuses to grow.
"What happened?" She asked.
"Yolanda... Told the whole school my history and about mom and..."
"Your cute friend?" She asked.
"Yeah" I nodded.
She's really cute and way too cute for this behaviour.
"I don't think she would do that to you sweetheart" Aunt assured me.
"Who would, she is the only one who knew about this" I confessed.
"She likes you too much to hurt you like this" Aunt said.
"She likes me?" I asked.
"From the way she looks at you, like that other day when we were talking pictures. She really likes you, I think you should ask her about this before concluding" Aunty shrug her shoulders.
"Yeah you right" I sniffed and wiped off my tears.
"What's the harm in everyone knowing your past, it's over, it has passed. We planning to upgrade and move past it right? Let them fuss about a little, I mean it's good gossip. Let them enjoy and move past it. It's still your first week and we don't have time for bullshit. Show them who Bianca is!" She said as my face brighten up.
"Now tell me, are you and Angelica getting along?" She asked.
"Nope" I replied honestly.
"Oh..."
"It's totally fine, I also wouldn't be okay with someone invading my space" I scoffed.
"Invading? No honey this is my house! My space" She snapped.
"Now wipe off that salting liquid and come help me prepare supper" She smiled leaving the room.
"I'll be there in a minute" I replied.
Yolanda Evans
Is she avoiding me? She's avoiding me!
Maybe I shouldn't have kissed her, I couldn't help it though. I'll confess, I liked her from the time I pulled her from killing the other learner. It's on that moment when I realized that I'm not crazy and there are people like me out there. My flock of birds.
She was also rejected by family, called insane and weird and sick and crazy. My type of person. Is it safe to say I like her?
I've always known that girls drive me insane, I'm just not as brave to proudly admit. I mean people like me are forbidden in the Bible, they are promised hell. How delightful.
The last bell of the day rang and I have not seen her. She has been giving me death stares in our maths class and she was no where to be found during break time.
Did I really push her away? But she kissed me. She kneeled to kiss me, the only thing I did was to kiss her back.
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