Volcano Meets Tonardo (gxg)

30|| Feels Good To Be Back!

Bianca's pov.

I watched as the clouds were following the car as they changed shapes. I love road trips although I wish we were not driving away from my mother and father.

I have seen my flaws and I have resolved my flops. A fresh start mom called it then, a restart button, I need it.

"You are worthless, You just like your father" These words are nearly forgotten replaced with a few words of affirmation.

I'm still my mother's only child and working on being her favourite child.

My life did take a drastic turn, on a one way street. There was no way I was going to turn around and make it all right. I knew I was walking towards my dead-end but all the substances made it seem like it would be a dozen of flowers waiting for me instead of my death.

In my head it's like she stood there while the sun beams shined upon her and raised her hand to stop me. "This way..." She might have whispered. Where was I going? Where was my life directed?

I found my way back to the tar road, I needed this. I needed guidance. Maybe they were all so right. I was going to go down dad's road, just like he followed grandpa's steps. I just had to break the chain, makes things better for Ma and I.

"Hey..." She moved closer to me moving my attention from the clouds to her face luminated by the sun.

"Hi" I replied.

"You have everything you want, what's the long face for?" She asked.

"I was lost..." I mumbled.

"We all reach that point in our lives baby" She said cuddling me.

"Feels good to be back!" I whispered kissing her.

"I don't know, I think it feels good to have you back..." She said laughing.

"This ain't fiction, use realistic comments next time" I said with a chuckle.

"It just sounded so better and admit, it blended perfectly with the moment" She smirked.

"Fine you right" I kissed her smirk away.

"I am glad I got to be part of this journey and actually witness the cooled down you" Yolanda said.

"I really appreciate that man" I smiled planting a kiss on her lips.

"It's the guilt that followed after I saw you tightly wrap your arms around her neck when we first met. It's how you held the cigarette to your lips that invited me to invade. It is your puffy red eyes that screamed for my attention. How you envied a better life and a better relationship with your mother. It's how you were willing to abide to every rule that made you good. It's how you dozed off to the music and danced in the name of redirecting your life." She began to speak with her eyes locked in mine. It's like she had always wanted to say such and it was bringing her so much happiness to finally speak.

"It was hard choosing a better life between the beautiful havoc you caused. I loved the destruction I caused before seeing my mother cry, I know you can relate. I loved your lunacy but I love your stability better. Dusting you up after a massive downfall wasn't just any action I enjoyed taking however it was necessary. Guiding you was necessary. Now I don't just love you because of the eruption and urges to explode. I love you for the peace you bring me." She mumbled and her eyes were getting glassy.

I just cupped her face and planted a kiss before allowing her to rest her head on my thighs.

We are told that if it's not perfect it's not enough. We are called insane for breaking every rule. We are told that we should change and only then we'll be happy. We are convinced that there is no going back and hell is our final destination. They have a blueprint of how our lives will end and never a solution to better the plan.

I say there is a way out every mess, an alley to heaven.

I fell in love with a soul like mine. My Tonardo... How I wish she blew away houses and scars but instead she blew away destruction and uncontrolled emotions. She blew away the fog that settled on my road to victory.

I didn't have to be perfect, I just had to accept defeat and let her lead. She thought I was perfect when everybody else didn't.

My phone vibrated and I checked it.

"Chantel, You can add me in your contact list and expect a call at least everyday, Have an amazing day baby, I love you. I don't know, Just imagine me kissing you on the forehead" I read and I could hear him laugh at his jokes  and I felt all the love drown me all at once.

"Approved, I love you too Dad" I typed back.

Is it the perfect time to stand and dance that peace has been restored? Or maybe say victory without feeling guilty or tell the world I have a dad without being asked when last I saw I saw him or having to explain he was convicted.

I'm newly restored.

If I go on and on I'll end up sounding stupid. A happy ending? Nah it's beginning of the end. The beginning of a happy ending.

Yolanda's pov.

Is it the perfect time to whisper mission accomplished? I mean I think it is, I'm not high on nicotine and I haven't watched her bruise anyone in a while. It was one hell of a journey that I didn't think i'd sometime say I've won against with all my teeth still here and not a strain of gray hair. I overcame the volcano.

<3

Galaxy.