I can't believe I writing in this after all these years. It seems ridiculous. The last time I picked this up was in grade 9, after Peter broke my heart. I agreed to burn this stupid piece of junk but here I am. So it's been a while since I've had someone in my life. Someone I could always count on to keep together. I just never thought it would be Derek. He's been my best friend for who knows when. Heck I practically lived at his house. So it just feels so strange that I'm with him now. It feels so bizarre. But whatever I shouldn't worry about that it's just my brain talking. Besides I should be looking forward to our annual camping trip. It's always a highlight of the year. But this year my mom is going to be eyeing me like a hawk. Just because I'm a teenager girl doesn't mean I want to fuck someone the minute I'm close to them. Besides Derek is understanding when it comes to that stuff. Anyways I should probably get back to my work. I probably won't write in this again but who knows.
Sarah
