Morgan was not unhappy with Janie's declaration of 'having' us. She gave her an affectionate squeeze. "Janie. The love between us and how we deal with your turn, should you decide to take it, is not my issue. When you came back into my life, I hoped via my very forward invitation to bring you back into it as a full-time thing. It was never about unfinished business. It was about the fact that I, as a heterosexual woman, am attracted to you. I did not understand that at first or at any point in my human life. It is only now that I have opened up to broader possibilities via my love for my family and in particular Jessica that I realized why I was attracted. Am attracted. You are my type. That is not merely a statement about your appearance, although I would not be being honest if I said you looking as you do did not draw my attention. I like the way you look. I like how you are naturally curvy and have never resorted to anything extra or artificial to turn that into a cartoon. You remember Sally, from the case where I met you. How she became a caricature of the feminine shape. I am not condemning this. I am a proponent of choice in all things relating to a woman's control of her own body. That is not merely a statement about children and control of her womb. If she wants silicon implants, as Sally had, body piercings on her face, and tattoos on her nipples, I support that. I am saying that I personally do not find it visually appealing. You stayed you. When you were pregnant, you danced, and you owned that. After that, you owned your new shape and turned that into your own thing. Mike may not appreciate curves and stretch marks and breasts that look like babies were nourished by them, but I do. Adrian does too."
I helped Morgan underscore that point. I cupped and lifted one of the aforementioned breasts. It has absolutely nothing to do with me want to play with her breasts. Nope. Not a thing. Purely spousal support.
Janie looked pleased with that show of breast support.
Morgan continued. "I love everything about you though. All of those are outer manifestations of the inner you that I see. Your sharp wit and sassy ways. Your street smarts. How you have taken a hard job in a difficult subsection of the world and conquered it. As my Denise did, so have you. Your confidence when you dance. Your love of sex and your joint enjoyment of my husband. Your underlying competence. Your deep desire to take care of others at the club. Your denial of self. Putting Paul first. Even how you often deny yourself and your sexual needs because you want more than a quickie with a stranger most of the time. Yet in times, when you have given into your need, you do not nor should you blame yourself for having that need. I connect to all of that. It is why I pursued you. I did not need another lover. I am well stocked with those, and they are lovers in every aspect of love. Mind, body, and spirit. Agape, Eros, Storge and Phila. My life is full of love. Yet, when I saw you come into my office, I needed one more lover. I am greedy that way."
Janie teared up at that declaration. "I don't even know what Storge and Phila even are, but tell me later, OK? I love you too. You being in my life again has meant more to me than I can ever tell you. When you invite me for a weekend? I get so excited. Like a kid going on a date with her boyfriend and thinking about whether this is going the time. Are we are gonna 'do it' and finally go all the way? What the hell is he waiting for? Ask me, dude. Put your hand in my pants or my bra and let's get going! Remember those days? It kinda pisses Mike off that I get so excited about it when you call me, but I like that too. I can have damn near any worthless man I want. Not Mike, obviously. Not Mike all the way, anyway. With him, I gotta settle for what I can get. I want more. I learned from Hector, all those years ago. I can be taught." Janie raised a finger. "I can mention his name. You can't. You showed me what a damn fool I was being. Seduced by slick talk and narrow hips, and a guy that liked to screw. Morgan? I have never been loved like this. Not like you do. Not ALL of me. Mike was the best I ever had, and that was with him not being all the way into us. Mike is decent. A good father. I figured I would never do better until I did WAY better. Next time I dance? The dance of the well-fucked woman? I promise you my confidence is going to be on a whole new plane."
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The Shape of Things to Come (Hypernaturals 15)
Fiksi Ilmiah(18+) (Sex and Language) Vignettes of the post-Conclave Vampire world, opening with the resolution to the Elder's theft from the NorthAm Vampire fertility clinic. 'Clinical Erasure'. After that is an adventure, based out of Claremont. Denise and Ad...